In Love With Danger

~Chapter32~

           Jayson came upstairs and said "How long was she out there for?" "I don't know and I could careless about it why?" "Damn it you need to care. " "Why ?" "Because you need to call her family and let them know what's been going on and to plan a funeral. " "What!" "Yea!" I came to reality.  I couldn't believe my childhood friend had died and it was all my fault. I felt so bad but at the same time I wasn't going to hold it in. It hurt me that I didn't say anything but "what do you want " before I could cope I collapsed into Jayson's arms in tears. Holding Giselle saying "I'm a horrible person. I have to pay for this funeral. " Once I came back to reality I called her family and told them the news,  but they didn't seem surprised and that's what shocked me about it all. Karman's mom told me she had warned her to leave him alone and that she wouldn't have helped her either.  She told me that Karman had told her to back off unless it was an emergency or unless he killed her and it was really sad how he had her brain washed up until death.  Her mom and I stayed on the phone for hours talking about everything that had happened prior and how she appreciated me wanting to pay for the funeral but I hadn't done anything wrong and that they had started a funeral fund just because they knew the day was coming.  All of this information was shocking and sad at the same time. I didn't feel guilty anymore hell the way I saw it she had it coming.