In Love With Danger

~Chapter23~

              ×Get It Together×

     After dinner I pulled my dad aside and we talked about what had happened.  He said I would never understand,  but I told him noone was perfect and that he needed to get it together from the beatings to how he spoke to people including me. He kissed my forehead and said he would work on it and went to sit with Jayson. I thought to myself I need to tell Jayson the same , but then I thought hell I need to get it together myself. I walked back to sit with my mom and talk some more. Once they left me and Jayson talked about how crazy things were and I told him how I didn't appreciate the threats that he was giving me and how bad things were getting with them.  He looked at me and said "Look lets be real you would have to do something very very hurtful and evil for me to do anything to you. When I say the things I say I be talking out of anger and frustration.  I'm man enough to apologize baby. I'm against hitting women completely. I may push you on the bed and make sweet passionate love.to,  you or even playfully  , but I will never put my hands on you just to do it. I'm sorry baby ok." I looked at him in a shocked way and accepted his apology. We kissed and he rubbed my belly talking to the baby and singing to it. I laughed and wished I had already given birth. Jayson always got me in the mood when he sung, but every since I was pregnant he was not trying to have sex. It made me mad at first but all I could do was be happy because he was only trying to protect the baby.