recovery has lead me to have trust issues.
i over think every spoken word
of friends, classmates and parents
i feel like trust
had fleed my system
that suddenly every word
i've spoken in the moonlight
will be spilled
boiled over the edge.
i dont know who to look
at anymore.
who i can trust with
my addicting addictions
and tear stained thoughts.
i don't know who to trust
addiction, recovery or my best friends?
another formula
to feed my brain
i've been stabbed in the back
so many times i'm surprised
i'm not dead yet.
trust where can i find some again?
7:50pm
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altercation of self-actualization《poetry
Poetryal•ter•ca•tion noun 1. a noisy argument or disagreement espically in public self-ac•tu•al•i•za•tion noun 1. the realization or fulfilment of ones talents and potentialities, espically conisdered as a drive or need present in everyone
