It's 7 in the morning. I'm still a little shaken about what happened yesterday. I was now trying to fix that idiot speeder. Again! I took the tools that I accidentally dropped them on the floor. I quickly started to fix the speeder when my thoughts went to what happened again. Whoever this girl was I hate her. She took away everything from me! I got up and kicked the speeder. I closed my eyes and took some deep breaths. The Jedi aren't supposed to hate. I don't hate that girl, I m just mad. I'm not mad with her. I shouldn't be. She probably didn't even know about me. I am mostly mad with Kanan. He is the one who replaced me. I sighed softly. Maybe some lightsaber training will help me feel better. When I looked at my belt I realized...... THAT I DIDNT HAD MY LIGTSABER. I can't understand what happened. I had it with me when......... Uh-oh. It must have felled when I was on the Gost. I was so hurt and mad that I didn't notice it. That's bad that's really bad. I mean I have two extra lightsabers but the lightsabers that I just lost had me name in it. I don't know why I wrote my name on it but now that's not the point. If Kanan or someone else from the crew find it they will know that I went there. Well it's too late now. I mean it's not that they will find me hear. I quickly went on my room and opened the secret box under my bed. I had the two extra sabers there. One blue and one purple. There was also my knife. I have it for the difficult days. Like yesterday. I had to go on the bathroom and lock the door to make sure that Chopper wasn't about to come in. I know that cutting my self isn't going to solve anything but I'm just..... I don't know! I can't talk to Like about that. He can't know about the Jedi thing. At least for now. I have to talk on someone else. Not Chopper. He is a good friend but I don't think he will understand. I have an idea. I quickly took a bag. I put inside the lightsabers, some credit, food and a pair of clothes that wasn't covered with sand. This idiot sand is going everywhere and when I am saying everywhere, I mean everywhere. Even now I have sand on a place that the sun don't shine. I quickly took my now finally fixed speeder and went outside only to fall into Chopper. Oh I forget about him.
"Hey Chop"
"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw"
"Yes I'm fine. I'll just go on a trip. You know to forget what happened. Luke has a lot of work on his farm so he is not going to know that I left. Take care around here as long as I am gone. OK?"
"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw"
"Thanks Buddy"
I quickly get in the Thunder ( my ship). It may not be like the Gost but I wouldn't trade this ship with nothing in this galaxy. I put the auto pilot and the ship started flying. Next Station Takodana.
On the Gost Kanan's p.o.v
I am always the first one to wake up so I took a walk around. I really felt better after the talk I had with Lonnie yesterday. It was the first time in two years that I really enjoyed the training. That's when I tripped on a subject on the floor. I took and it was...... a lightsaber? It wasn't mine or Lonnie's, so where did that come from? That's then I saw something written on the one side of the saber. A name. A name that I didn't though that I would hear again.
Ezra Bridger
Takodana Ezra p.o.v
I landed the ship beside the lake and weared some better clothes.
Ezra's old outshift
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After I putted on my hood and walked my way to the bar. I opened the door getting some glares from the costumers. It was probably cause the hood was hiding the half of my face. From my experience people here don't like strangers. I sat on a table. Then she came. She saw me and smiled. Descents knew it was me even if I still had the hood on. She walked and sat on my table. Her eyes were seemed huge with the glasses.
"Ezra Bridger" she said quietly
"Hay Maz. What's up?"
"Everything around here it's fine but I can't tell the same for you"
"Yeah. I am thinking about lot of things lately"
"For your home and mostly your master?" she asked giving me a knowing smile. My eyes widen even if she couldn't see it cause of the hood see understood. I don't know how she does that but I am really scared of knowing. It may be that woman's always found out the truth. ALWAYS. At least that's what Kanan used to say for Hera. I smiled, half happy and half sad.
"I have a mission so even if I wanted I can't go back"
"And when Luke finds out the truth and starts his training what are you going to do? Aren't you going to go back?"
I looked at my shoes. Maz sometimes is getting really on my nerves. But she is right. I will not be Luke's guard forever. But I will always be his friend. Luke and I are like brothers. Even if I didn't had to I would be always there for him. But I can't go back to the crew. Not after all that happened.
"They don't need me"
"Of course they do. Just like you need them. He needs you and you need him"
"He doesn't need me. He replaced me"
Maz was about to retold but then Chopper communicate with me telling me that it was time to go bad. I went back on the ship and weared my old clothes. I fly back home to eat dinner and I was surprised to find Luke on my home, waiting me on my bed.
"Hey Ez"
"Hey Luke. I don't want to seem rude but why are you here?"
"I just wanted to make sure you are OK. You know you seemed very shaken up yesterday"
"Yes. I was. But I feel better now"
"Yeah you have not convinced me yet. Can you bring a knife from the kitchen?"
I brought the knife and looked at him with concern. He took my hand and with the knife he cutted a little my palm. I flinched. He then did the same thing in his palm. I saw that a little blood was coming out from the scar just like him. He then took his palm.
"My blood" he said and took my palm.
"Your blood"he said again.
Then he connected our hands and our scars were touching each other.
"Our blood"he ended.
I gave him a weird look.
"What was that for"
"When we connected our hand we connected and our blood so now we are family and by blood" he sad smiling.
A tear of joy slide down my face. It's been a long time since I told the word family. I looked at Choper how was beside me all this time. Then at Luke who now had his hand on my shoulder and was smiling. They are never going to leave me or replace me. They are my best friends. They are my family.
