A Story (an O2L and Magcon FanFicition)

Chapter 3

As soon as I got home I rushedto my phone. Before I could even go to my room, my dad stops me blabbering on and on and on about the elves and naughty kids and all that jibber jabber. It gets annoying after he just keeps repeating himself everyday. I wonder how long he's going to stay this time. I run upstairs, shut the door, and crank up the music. Here goes nothing...

*Texting Conversation*

Me: Hey Jeremy

Jeremy: Hi!

Me: Random question... Why did you ask me out?

Jeremy: What do you mean by that?

Me: Why did you even want to go out with me?

Jeremy: Because I like you and you like me. Doesn't it work like that? Two people start liking each other and they start going out?

My mind: ugh he's so stupid, why do you even like him?

Me : I mean, I guess.... But do you honestly like me?

Jeremy: Of course, you're beautiful, smart, and your hair is gorgeous! How could I not like you?

Me: Oh, lol. Thanks, I guess.... But you never even talk to me.

Jeremy: Yea I do.

Me: No, you don't.

Jeremy: I'm pretty sure I do.

Wow.... Is this what he says? This is just crap. Everything is crap. I like him a lot.. but does he even like me? We've been dating for about a month now and we don't talk. Why is he lying. Oh wait, he always lies. Telling me that I'm the only girl he's ever dated and that we always talk.... All that shit. Its all just lies. Why am I even dating him, why do I like him. I took a moment to think why I even like him. His smile, his personality, his randomness.... Just everything about him seemed perfect to me, but I guess the only thing perfect about me to him was my hair. He doesn't know anything about me. Nothing.

Me: Jeremy, listen, I like you a lot... But it always seems as if you don't give a damn shit about us... You don't even know anything about me. Just one day all of a sudden, you ask me out. Yea, we were friends but just bam... everything changed.

Jeremy: ...

Me: I'll take that is you don't care. Okay we're over then. What was the point to this relationship if you never even talk to me. You just pretend I'm invisable. Why? Is it because of your friends. Probably. I don't want to ever see you again.

Jeremy: Rachael...

Me: What the hell do you want, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!

Maybe I was over-reacting a tad bit, but I couldn't help it. My feelings kept getting hurt and I just let it slide. I feel so stupid. Just forget about him and everything will be okay. Just relax and forget. But... I don't want to forget. I like him a lot, I really do, I mean a crush is a crush. I'll just pretend that nothing ever happened, he's just and only a crush.

Me: Bye forever, forget about everything.

*no response*

That proves he doesn't care... Not at all. I made a wrong choice... again...

*Text conversation with Alice*

Me: Alice... Help me.... Please ;( :( ;(

Alice: What happened?!? Are you okay??? DID THE MAGCON AND O2L TRIP GET CANCELED? OR DID YOU LIE TO ME ABOUT IT?!? I even already started packing. My Carter dream is over... I'll never get to see him and worse I'll never become... Mrs. Reynolds! ;( ;( ;(

Me: Jeez, it's not that. It's about Jeremy.

Alice: What happened now?

Me: I don't know, I only asked him why he wanted to date me and he said because my hair is pretty. That means he never liked me from the start. You're friends with him, what does he say about me?

Alice: Look, I'm sorry this happened but there are plenty of other guys. He won't be your only boyfriend.

Me: But... I don't want to move on, even if we aren't dating, I won't stop liking him. There's just something about him... something that no one else has. He makes me feel.... like I can be me.

Alice: I see. Don't tell him I said this then. He told me that he's just scared to talk to you because he doesn't want to get bullied and all.

Me: He's the most popular guy in school, how would he get bullied.

Alice: I'm not sure, maybe it has something to do with his past.

Me: I just don't know what to do. He treats me like crap. Why can't he just treat me like a friend?

Alice: Maybe because he likes you.

Me: I don't know... He won't tell me anything so whatever.

Me: Just leave me alone...

Alice: WAIITTTT WHAT ABOUT THE MAGCON AND O2L MEET AND GREET?!? ARE WE STILL GOING? I NEED TO KNOW!!!!! CARTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Me: Wow.... Yes we are still going. Now leave me alone.

Alice: YESSS OKAY!!!! I'M SO EXCITED. I CAN JUST PICTURE IT!

I start to cry. Funny thing is that I don't know why. I guess I just miss 'talking' to Jeremy. He just. Okay just shut up. He doesn't like you. Get over that fact. *sigh*

"HEY BIG SIS! WHY YA CRYING?"

"Get out, leave me alone."

"Well isn't someone a grumpy troll today?"

"I said GET OUT!"

So that was my little sister Rosie. She's 10 years old and still acts like a little kid. I don't know she always makes up these weird expressions... Okay, I was way too mean, but she knows how I am. I guess.... Basically the rest of the night I cried. I skipped dinner and cried.... But why am I so sad...