Special Needs

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Kawaii~Chan's POV

I can't believe this. I can hear them. I can't see them. "Nana?" Who is that? "It's me. Zane." How does he know my real name? He held onto my hand. "I'm not sure if you can hear me or if you can feel me." I can. "I just , I can't lose you. You can not leave me." I'm trying not Zane~Kun. "I love you so much. And if you let go right now, I understand. Look at me, sounding more confused than Aph did when choosing between Garroth and Laurence." Heh, I remember that. Is he still here? I can't feel him anymore. "Nana, why didn't you tell me your real name? I thought you said you really cared about me, then why didn't you care about me enough to tell me what your real name is?" I was too scared, mainly because I knew you were in love with Aphmau~Chan. "I don't really care though, I just want you to wake up." I do too Zane~Kun. "I'm sorry Zane, it's time for you to go now."." I felt my fingers touch his lips as he kissed my hand. "I love you." No, don't leave me. I heard the door close and I wanted to cry so badly.

Why can't I get up? I want to go after him and tell him and tell him I love him too. Why did Aaron do this to me? Why didn't Aaron let me go?

Aaron's POV

I woke up coughing. It's the third time I woke up coughing up blood. "Are you okay?" Aphmau was still here, I looked over next to her and saw her stuff on the bed. I guess she is staying with me. "Your ears are showing babe." "I know, I told everyone. It was the only way I can stay with you." "You think Zane's with her right now?" "I'm not sure hun." She held onto my hand and cleaned my mouth. "Why did you bite her so many times?" I froze. I'm not sure, I can't answer that. I turned over in pain and pretended that I didn't hear her. "I love you Aaron." I closed my eyes and she left to the bed.

I can't give anyone a straight answer. I don't know why I bit her so many times and I don't know why I ended up leaving while she was in pain. Her skin was so cold when I let go. I'm sure she is still alive, her heart beat was faint but it was still there.

I can still hear her screaming. I can still feel her pushing me away and my claws running deep inside her skin. I just couldn't let her go in that moment. I guess because I opened up to her so much and she did too. Me telling her about me being an Ultima and her telling me about her real name and why she decided to call herself Kawaii~Chan.

I thought of Zane when I bit her. I was thinking about how he looked at her and how happy he was with her even before this year. It explains why so many people wanted them to go out; so when he came out saying he liked Aphmau everyone was shocked. I was heart broken when she said she liked him back. It was like she reached in my chest and stole my heart for him. But I saw that she was happy with him, so I couldn't ruin that for them.

But when she called me over to her house crying, I thought that Zane did something to hurt her. Hearing her heart break in every tear she shed, made my blood boil more and more towards him. But when I got to her place and saw the way she was, I couldn't help but comfort her more than I should have. So, when Nana found out, I kept feeling like it was her fault. The way I was feeling in those moments, everything felt right. I just love them both.

What do I do?

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