Jokes and random things

Is it worth it

A/N it is time for something random. I haven't had a good day. I don't feel loved. So I wrote. Is it worth it?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth the pain?
Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth it for me?
Do I stand?
Or do I fall?
Do I live?
Do I die?
What is my life with a silent mind?
Is my pain the result of others?
Or of my self?
I shouldn't have to take it!
Or should i?
I have never been cared for!
I have never been loved!
Not by anyone but family!
Is my life worth it?
Or should I just run?
Run from everything I know?
Everything I want!
I just want things to change!
But it won't happen.
It won't work.
If I run I won't get far.
If I ride it won't get me much farther.
I can't run from pain.
From sorrow.
From what I know.
From what I care about.