sorry if i make this emotional or something, i was just crying at swim practice and now i'm sad !!
—your pov
i was pouring.
and when i say pouring,
i mean pouring.
y'know when georgie went out with his boat?
yeah, like that.
except with out all of the clown stuff.
i wrapped my arms around my torso, getting cold since i didn't grab a jacket on the way out.
a couple tears ran down my face, but i tried my best to keep my feelings in.
i didn't want my neighbors seeing me.
i looked down at my shirt to see my bra showing through my white shirt.
"well, GREAT." i mumbled to no one in particular.
i continued walking down the sidewalk i was on, not paying any attention to any cars that were driving by.
but i notice this one car that stopped and started to turn around and come toward me.
i started to freak out and i started wondering if they were going to kidnap me.
since i thought they were trying to get me, that's when i let my tears flow.
then, i bolted.
i mean, i don't want to get kidnapped!
well, do i?
i mean, i can get away from all of these people....
NO, y/n, no!
you aren't going to let yourself get kidnapped!
just keep running!
ignore the pain in your chest!
ignore your aching legs!
don't catch your breath!
just keep.
on.
running!
but then,
i slipped.
right,
onto,
my,
tailbone.
i yelped in pain and i grabbed my butt.
i noticed the car get closer to me and while i was shaking and hyperventilating, i continued to cry.
i heard someone slam their door and run out towards me but i didn't open my eyes to see.
i just said,
"please please please don't hurt me."
they just moved my wet hair out of my face and lifted up my face with their hand.
i opened my eyes and i saw who it was.
it was finn.
my eyes went wide and i tried my best to stand up, but failing.
"owowow", i said quietly.
finn looked at me concerned, and he looked like he was questioning something.
i guess he answered his own question because he picked me up and starting carrying me bridal style.
i yelped in surprise.
but i continued to cry a little.
i don't think he noticed my bra showing through my shirt.
awe, who am i kidding?
of course he saw it!
i was mentally fighting with myself once i felt him place me on a seat.
i let out a little sob of pain due to my tailbone hurting.
finn looked at me surprised and said,
"are you okay?"
i just shook my head no in response.
he looked at me sadly and said,
"well, we will be home soon enough."
he then jumped into the seat in front of me and told the person driving to continue driving.
i soon grew tired.
i know i just woke up,
but i'm tired.
i heard finn, the driver, and one other person talking about me, but i didn't hear what they were saying.
i was too tired to care.
plus, i was kind of used to it.
people taking about me.
—
woah
i'm sorry
i just unleashed all of my feelings from today into this chapter

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