groupchat // IT/ST x reader

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millie's pov still

i gently closed the door and walked down the stairs.

no one was talking.

no one was on their phones texted other people.

they were just sitting in her living room on the couches.

everyone just looked at eachother.

i interrupted the silence by saying,

"she is still asleep."

no one spoke still.

they just all nodded.

it was as if everyone was in their own trance.

wyatt stood up and started to pace the room.

"wyatt, what the heck are you doing?", sophia asked.

he just glared at her.

"y/n can't go on like this.", wyatt responded with.

this time, i was sadie to speak up.

"she really can't. i don't really want to admit this, but i feel like if she keeps doing what she is doing, she will end up considering taking her own life or.. y'know.. 13 reasons why ending." sadie said sadly.

everyone's eyes widened at this realization.

noah spoke up next,

"no. we just need to act normal around her. if she feels as if we are treating her differently BECAUSE of her disorder, she wouldn't want to be our friend anymore. we have to remember, people with depression, anxiety, or just eating problems are still regular people. they just have more needs than others. therefore, we ARE going to help her, but just on the down-low."

everyone nods and agrees to what noah just said.

jack says,

"so, we are going to help her with her knowing of it?"

gaten nodded and said,

"pretty much."

i looked over to finn to see that he was just sitting there with a blank face.

he probably didn't know how to comprehend this.

i mean, the girl he liked,

scratch that.

the girl he LOVED,

didn't love herself.

that has to hurt him.

well,

it hurts all of us.

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sorry for this sucky chapter

i'm so tired

and sad

i only dropped 15 seconds on my 100 breast :,(

and only 9 on my 200 free!!

grr >:(