No good in goodbye

Chapter 14

I had never ran faster. Camila never spoke that soft ever since her accident. I knew something was wrong and deep down in my heart I knew that something wasn't going to be something I liked.
I hope everything is okay. Please let this be a prank, please.
Before I knew it I had arrived, I darted to my sister who was crying. I instantly knew who had gotten hurt. My senses went numb. The man at the desk wouldn't let us in. He told us that visitors weren't allowed at the moment but will be after his heartbeat was stable. I trembled in fear hoping that death wouldn't be knocking on his door.
Why hadn't I been nicer to him? Why had I have to be so cruel to him the time before he was in an accident?
I paced around the room waiting for the doctor to come tell us visitors were allowed. Hours were starting to pass as the doctor came into the room.
His expression unreadable, he spoke, "Visitors are allowed now but for now, family only." No mother or father was there to see their son. The only person known as family was his childhood butler.
"I'm his fiancee," my voice breaking, "Please, let me see him." I had lied straight to the man's face and he let me in without asking for any proof. I didn't know why, outta sympathy maybe, but at this point I didn't care. All I cared about was if he was okay. I walked in his room with his butler. Jackson had his eyes closed from being unconscious.
"I know you lied. Why? Why did you come to see my master's son?" I didn't know the answer and even if I did, i wouldn't be able to say it. Hatred filled my blood once comprehending that his parents didn't come to see him. "What kind of parents doesn't come to see their son when he's hurt?" I spat, "Jackson should have more support than this." He sighed, "Yes I know... I'm afraid his parents have always been much to busy for him." I grabbed Jack's hand and whispered, "Its not fair... Why did it have to be him? Why couldn't it have been me?" He smiles softly at me, "Jack would be staying up late and would be killing himself bit by bit just to make sure your okay. You know he wouldn't have wanted it to be you."
Still, what if this is Jackson's last moments and we don't even know it?