You and BTS had gone to America for a few days so that they could shoot a music video of their's. Their managers had lined up an interview for you and the members to attend to. You were excited, the interview would be in English so you'd be able to understand the whole thing. Rapmon also could also understand, but he'd be translating for your brother and the members. The interview wasn't until the next day however, giving everyone time to settle in their hotel rooms and rest for a bit.
When you landed, suga helped you grab your small carry on bag. "Be careful when we walk into the terminal. There will be many fans, some get very crazy." "Terminal?" You didn't understand the Korean word.
"The airport inside," rapmon said, he wasn't sure how to say the word in English.
"It won't be that bad." You shrugged as suga took your hand and you two walked towards the entrance to the airport.
"I'm not a little kid," you started to complain until you were inside and a swarm of girls were crowding you all, screaming and waving papers, signs, pens, and more in your faces.
Suga gripped you tight to his side when he felt your hand clench tightly around his.
Lately you had been experiencing panic attacks, and you had claustrophobia. So this environment wasn't the best to be in. "It's just for a few minutes. Breath," he whispered into your ear.
The sound of his voice, and even his hot breath hitting your ears were able to keep you grounded. That was until a girl about Jungkook's age barged through the crowd and towards suga. You jumped away and caused a wedge between you and your brother just enough for her to get in between you. She was going on and on "Suga oppa! I love you so much!"
Suga's eyes were locked on you as he kept saying "oh yes yes. Sorry sorry." as he tried to push her aside.
You started to panic, the swarm of girls getting you on edge and you felt your throat tighten, your chest convulsing in heaves and you felt shaky, your ears popped so everything sounded far away, your vision tilted and blurred.
Luckily Jungkook was behind you and noticed your oncoming panic attack so he grabbed you and easily lifted you around so he was carrying you on his back. This caused the girls to scream and announce how cute the action was. "Jungkook is so cute! So strong!" Were some of the words.
Suga looked to the maknae, his eyes softening and thanking him as their managers began to push the girls back, and security came over to help them to get through the airport. Someone else was getting their bags so everyone went straight to their awaiting van.
You gripped onto Jungkook for dear life, listening to his voice soothing you. "Breath y/n-ah. Jungkook oppa has you. Your safe with Jungkook oppa." He was saying as your face hid in his shoulder. Breathing shrilly, making some squeaky noises when your breath tried to get stuck inwards (a/n this is how it is when I have a panic attack. I'll breath inwards only and not exhale so it makes a weird wheezing noise).
"Don't like it," you mumbled, tears wetting his shirt.
Finally Suga was able to get back to you, walking beside Jungkook as he touched your hair lightly. "Oppa is here. Shush. Y/n is safe."
You felt like a two year old the way he and Jungkook were soothing you and acting. Finally you reached the bus and Jungkook leaned back into the vehicle so he could sit you down.
Jin handed you a bottle of water their manager had given him. "Drink slow," he reminded you as everyone climbed in.
You had grown silent, always closing off and feeling exhausted after a panic attack.
Suga sat beside you and just kept an arm wrapped around your shoulders. You were grateful he didn't try to speak as you leaned into him. Wanting nothing more than to lay down and nap now.
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You did not want to leave your bed the next morning for your interview, you had slept terribly and were exhausted.
Jimin made you get up though before Rapmon could come in and scold you for not getting out of bed.
"I'm so tired though."
"You can sleep when we get back. It is time for our interview now."
You rubbed at your eyes and followed jimin out into the living area of your hotel.
"Ready?" Jin asked.
"Yeah," you replied, and Jungkook races over, slinging you over his shoulder and marching out. You were wide awake now, energy surging through you. But that was probably jungkook's goal, "Jungkook oppa! You cannot do this!" You complained.
"I'm your oppa! I can if I want to!" He smirked, one of his arms pressing at your back to hold you in place as the other held your legs.
"Jungkook-ah! Put her down! You could drop her!" Jin scolded and was obeyed. Jungkook let you down but wrapped his arm around you and forced you to walk with him.
"Ahh! So annoying!" You pouted as he smirked.
Walking a few blocks until you reached the building where the interview was held, suga bombarded you with "are you okay? Do you need anything? You feel better?"
"Suga oppa! I'm okay. Water when we inside. I promise that is all I need. I'm okay. Okay." You said trying to console him.
Finally he stopped pestering and you reached the interview room. Sitting down at a long couch and j-hope and jimin sitting on the floor in front of it. You all got comfortable as the interview man sat down on a chair beside you all. "Thank you for coming in today," he started to say as the cameras began working. You and rapmon sat closest to him since you spoke English fluently.
"Thank you for letting us come," rapmon replied.
"Thank you!" All the boys nodded, which caused you to giggle at how they mimicked their leader.
"How are you all today?"
"I'm fine thank you and you?" Each member replied, taking turns speaking.
"Y/n what is like to be back in America for the first time In What? Six months?" Today's interview was supposed to be focused on you, the members were here to both watch over you and add known faces to the interview.
"Six months, yes. It's refreshing, still really different because we're here in New York. I'm from the south so I'm not used very used to this scene. Suga," you used his stage name now, "promised to take me shopping though. So that'll be fun."
The members watched in amazement as you spoke cheerfully. In interviews in Korea your answers were short, sounded awkward, and came out slow. Now you spoke extensively, your accent peaking out but your words flowing nicely.
"What is life like in South Korea compared to here?"
"Very different. Luckily Korea has English schools, so I was enrolled there while I learn to speak Korean. The dorm is in Seoul so I've been living in the city there. A lot more walking, not many people drive like they do here."
"In a previous interview you mentioned that your brother and the rest of bts were strict with you, what is it like to basically have seven older brothers?"
V laughed, rapmon had quietly been translating for them to understand everything.
You gave V a sideways glance, "it's annoying at times. But also really nice. It was posted online already, but yesterday I had a panic attack at the airport with all the fans rushing the boys. All of them were so concerned about me. Jungkook oppa carried me, Jin oppa (you forgot to drop your Korean formalities as it was so habitual) gave me water. Suga Oppa wouldn't leave my side for hours afterwards. They're all very caring and look out for me. But they also are always getting after me too. If I don't do a chore, I sleep in, homework and school, and speaking Korean. At first rap monster oppa would talk to me In English but now I'm only allowed to talk to him in English if I'm asking about structures or words."
"It sounds very busy for you. What is one of your favorite memories so far?"
"oh. Probably going to this amusement park in Seoul. Jungkook and I went after classes one day, without telling the others and spent three hours before coming back to the dorm. Jin yelled at us for half an hour. He was so mad," you laughed at the memory. "Jungkook and I kept our heads down apologizing and then when we went to his room we just laughed. Jin was only a little mad, so he just looked silly trying to scold us for something when we could see we weren't going to get punished."
"What has been the cutest thing one of the guys had done for you or with you?"
"Ah! I was helping Jin oppa cook dinner about a week ago and I was chopping carrots up. I wasn't paying close attention and cut my hand," you showed him your palm which had five stitches in it still, "really bad. I just screamed and Jin drops all the food he had in his hands onto The floor and grabs me. Putting my hand under the running water while jimin oppa runs over to see what happened. He's panicking and Jin oppa is wrapping my hand In a towel. Jin oppa is trying to tell jimin to get Suga oppa, and he finally does. Only for EVERYONE to crowd around, panicking at the sight of this blood soaked towel. The only composed one is Jin oppa. Suga oppa is yelling about how someone should've been watching me. And Jin oppa just finally yells for everyone to shut up and sit down. After that he just points to Suga oppa and tells him 'let's go. Hospital.' And the entire way there Suga oppa is going on and in about how he was sorry I got hurt, it won't happen again. And that's why I'm banned from cutting up for now."
You looked to Suga who was blushing as rapmon translated your story. "Yoongi oppa, sweet oppa." You spoke in Korean with a smile.
After a few more questions to you and a handful to the members the interview concluded as you all hurried back to the hotel for lunch.
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Suga's Little Sister / BTS AU /
FanfictionThis is a fan fiction about being Suga from BTS's little sister. I'll be writing it with Y/N / reader POV You and Min Yoongi (Suga) had the same father. Your mother however, was an American, and you greatly favored her side of the family, so you did...