Derek's pov
Nicole and I are in the limo and she gets a text saying
You're beautiful I'll be watching you
-secret admire
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I got pissed knowing that someone is dreaming about my baby girl the limo stops and when it stops I open the door for me out the other side and I walk to her door and open it for her then I pick her up and I put her down when we are in the building I put my sunglasses on she still has her hat on and her sunglasses she goes to her dressing room and I go in mine. I get my hair sprayed darker blonde and I put hairspray on and I put on a leather jacket and a black tee that says bae with timberlands on.
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Nicole's POV
I rub my stomach while I'm getting my hair done and makeup when I'm done with that I go to the bathroom and I notice blood is coming out of me I sit on the floor crying and sobbing
"Please please please god please save my baby" I say
I grab my phone and call Derek and I tell him where I am and to get Simon and Louis and Sharon he says okay
Derek comes in and see blood everywhere and me crying with puffy red eyes like I have no soul in me I rock back and forward I feel like dying
"It's gone, the baby is gone I'm sorry I'm so sorry" I say sobbing
He sits next to me sobbing and he holds me
"It's not your fault I'm going to call the hospital" he says
I nod soullessly Simon and Sharon goes to hug me and Louis helps Derek
"I hate my life and myself" I say
"Darling it will get better" they both say
I smile fake the smile fades
I hear sirens and everything goes blurry but I'm still awake I can't see clear everything is in slow motion I slowly fall asleep while I'm in the hospital.
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I wake up and I hear sobbing
"What happened?" I ask looking around seeing my family and friends and my baby Derek sobbing and laying on the bed next to me I sit up and I look at my stomach
"KILL ME NOW" I SCREAM
I scream and cry and that crying turns into sobbing
Two days later
My family went home but Derek is still here I didn't talk for this whole day or eat or drink or even move I sit up I see Derek sobbing my eyes r so puffy I go home tomorrow and I can't wait to die my life is hell I lost my baby
"Baby" Derek says
"Yeah" I ask
"The babies were girl and boy" he says
"Babies!?" I ask
He nods
Next day
I put my sunglasses on and I get in the limo so does Derek he puts me on his lap
The limo stops and he carries me out and we go in the house
"Are you sure you're ready??" He ask
"I feel safe with you baby you wouldn't hurt me" I say
"Tell me when to stop if you want me to stop" he says
"Okay" I say
He kisses me I can't go on
"Please stop" I say
He gets off of top of me and he stops
"Baby thank you" I say
"For what baby?" He ask
"For loving me" I say
One week later
"Baby baby!" I scream even though he was just in the bedroom
"Yes baby girl?" He ask
"Good news" I say
"What is it?" He ask while holding me
I grab his hand and I guide him to the bathroom and I show him the pregnancy test he picks it up then he drops it because it said positive and then he pick me up then puts me in the living room and lays me on the sofa and makes me some ice cream
2 mouths later
I wake up next to Derek and Derek is still sleep I get off the bed and I walk to the bathroom and I open the door then I close it I sit on the toilet and I feel blood rush down me I get up and I sit on the floor and just stare I scream and sob Derek wakes up from my screaming and sobbing he runs in
"It's okay" he says
"No" I say cold
I stand up and I fall on his lap
Everything goes black
