Nicole's POV
I wake up in the hospital and I look at my stomach and I nod and I just sit up
"I can't do this" I say
He nods
"As in us?" He ask
"Yes baby I can't take dating anyone" i say
"I understand but why??" He ask
"I can't take it anymore I can't take it I can't" I say over and over while rocking back in forward
I cry he walks over to me on the hospital bed and he puts me on his lap
"Baby it's okay I understand if you don't want to be my girlfriend it's okay you are only 20 and I'm 22 we have a long time baby I'll be your best friend I always will love you" he says
I nod
Next day
I pack up from the hospital and I get in the limo Derek gets in too he holds me and rubs my back I cry
20 minutes later
I stop crying and the limo stops the car stops at Derek's house and I get out and so does he we walk in I go upstairs and I get my bag of clothes
"I gotta go" I say
"Why baby" he ask
"Please don't call me baby" I say sadly
"What are you doing nikki" he ask
He calls me that
"I can't live here I'm sorry please don't hurt me" I say
"Wait? What? I would never hurt you Nikki" he says
He takes my bags and opening the door and putting it in the limo and it's raining he kisses my cheek
"I love you baby" he says
"Thank you baby" I say
I kiss him on the cheek back
He nods
I get in the limo Derek closes the door and the door closes the limo drives and I start crying the limo stops and it stops at Lewis house and I get out of the limo and I leave the bags in the car and I knock on the door he opens the door without a shirt showing all his Tattoos and his six pack
"Hey Nicole" he says
"Hey lewis can I come in" I ask
He nods and lets me in
"I missed you" he says
"I missed you too" I say
He picks me up and takes me in the house and the driver takes my bags in
"Nicole I am really sorry for doing what I did I truly am I have changed I was wasted that night and I was just high as a kite and I was just a jerk i love you Nicole Scherzinger" he says
"I..I..I can't" I say
I cry
Lewis cuddles me
"I'm here for you"he says
"I like you too" I say
I look up at him and seeing him looking down at me his eyes are sparking we kiss he rubs my ribs and my back he picks me up and puts me on the bed and lays me down and kisses me he kisses my neck and my body he grabs my shirt and takes it off and then he unhooks my bra and takes it off he rubs my body it feels wrong it reminds me of last time when he was wasted and stuff but he starts kissing my boobs and he starts sucking I moan he goes to my stomach and starts kissing it he takes off my pants and then he kisses my waistband of my panties
