It Started With A Kiss, How Did It End Up Like This? (Muke)

Chapter 4

A/N- CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT THE NEW COVER? ALSO DONT STOP????

STILL MICHAEL P.O.V.

I woke up and Luke was gripped tighter to me than last night. Its nice and awkward for your crush to just do this out of the blue. God I just wanna hug him instead of him hugging me, it's only 3 in the morning. I flipped him over and he stirred and hummed, then I wrapped my arms around him. As tight as I could that was a comfortable way to sleep. It felt nice, cuddling your crush though is amazing. Can I ask him to be my boyfriend like seriously, wait seriously no I can't. He's probably straight and why would he even date me? He could get anyone he wants, I'm not on that list. I slowly dozed off into sleep.

-DREAM-

"Get away from me!" I scream as my father chases me with a smashed beer bottle.

"Get over here faggot!" He yelled

"Leave me alone!" I said running to my room locking the door

"You're such a fucking tool!" He yelled breaking the door open.

It wasn't a normal beating. I was cut on my back with the bottle and got it smashed on my head while being kicked in the stomach.

"You. Are. The. Reason. Your. Mother. Left!" He said putting a kick and punch between each word. He then left my room.

I walked downstairs to see if he blacked out. He wasn't. He chased me down and into the backyard. He then pushed me down the bomb shelter stairs and threw a beer bottle at me, then locked me in there.

-END OF DREAM-

I found myself crying and shaking when I woke up. I hope I wouldn't wake Luke, but of course I was incorrect.

"Mikey? What's wrong?" Luke asked worried

"N-Nothing." I mumbled

"You sure?" Luke asked

"Positive."

"Its 11, we should get out now." Luke said

"Okay." I said releasing my grip on the younger boy.

We walked into the game room and Calum and Ashton were there smiling pausing their game of Mario. I looked at the calendar to see if we had anything but in big letters "FATHERS DAY :-)) xx" . Fuck fuck fuck no. Father's Day came that fast? Fuck fuck I didn't think of any excuse!

"Hi?" I said hoping they weren't talking about it

"Its Father's Day I say we go see both of our parents!" Calum said excited

Anyone got a plane ticket to UK? I wanna see my mom not my dad.

"I can't." I mumbled

"Why can't you see your mom and dad? They probably miss you." Ashton added

No they don't. They don't. My dad's probably happy and my mom i haven't seen in 6 years.

How do I tell them that? Like do I say, my daddy abused me and mommy left i cut myself and wanna die?

Could I just say my parents divorced, forget the abusive things? It seems self explanatory.

"My parents are divorced. Moms in the UK." I mumbled

"Well its FATHERS day so see your dad, is he in Austrailia?" Luke asked

"I don't want to see him. I'm uh- busy." I said

"Busy with what? We aren't touring for probably months, we're working on an EP, that's it." Calum said looking up from his phone.

"Okay fine. Bye." I said walking out of the house.