It Started With A Kiss, How Did It End Up Like This? (Muke)

Chapter 5

A/N- I really do appreciate that 20 people have read this and there's one vote but can we get more? I have up to chapter 20 written and it's just wasting away. Can you guys please post about this and tell your friends? It would mean so much to me. I love you guys but I feel like all i do is upload a chapter for myself to see. Sorry :-(

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I was in the bathroom watching the blood drip from my arm, it was sick. I grabbed the blade and made a few more gashes before putting it away, I took a close look at my wrist, you couldn't count these cuts if you tried. The burns, everything. No wonder why I'm single, I'm 18 and cuts and is a fucking fat piece of shit. I hold too many secrets from the guys, if I ever was fully honest they would hate me.

"LUKE WE BROUGHT YOU CHEESECAKE." Ashton yelled. Fuck.

I rinsed my arm off and placed bandages on my arm. Threw on my bracelets and walked out of my bathroom. I walked to the Living room where I supposed Ashton would be. He was, sitting there with Luke and Calum.

"How was your dad?" Luke asked

"T-T-Tired." I said stuttering. I don't know why but I was near crying about this.

"Michael follow me for a moment." Luke said getting up

"Why?" I asked worried

"We need to talk." Luke whispered, fuck no. Wait why, fuck.

I followed him to his bedroom and he closed the door.

"We both know you stayed home for today." Luke said seriously

"Nope, I saw my amazing dad." I said about to cry, he's the opposite of awesome.

"Really? Where in Australia is he?" Luke asked getting furious. Fuck.

"Around here." I mumbled

"Don't fucking lie to me!" He yelled

I was lying, to Luke. I can't do this. I started gripping my hair and crying, then moving my hands to my face to cover it up.

"Michael whats wrong?" Luke asked worried

"Nothing! Just leave me alone!" I yelled running to my room and locking the door shut. I curled to the ground crying and I couldn't handle anything anymore. I looked in the mirror that's not broken in the bathroom and looked in it. No wonder your dad hates you. Look at your hair, your face, your body, your fucking wrist!

"FUCK EVERYTHING!" I yelled as I smashed this mirror. Crying and hoping the bleeding would be bad enough to kill me. Sadly it didn't seem like it.

IM the Hypocrite. I tell everyone to stay strong, they have a life to look toward to. Yet I can't say the same for myself. What is the point? Harming since 13. Nobody noticed. Nobody cares. I just wanna fall and die. I heard a bunch of knocking on my door and ignored it all. That was until- Luke knocked. I opened the door and covered my face.

"I just hate my dad that's all bye." I spat the words and regretted it.

"Why?" Luke asked curiously

"It's complicated. Just leave me alone." I said

"Okay, I'm heading to bed, but your coming with me." He said and smirked

"Why?" I asked

"I'm cold." He mumbled

"Okay..." I said following Luke out of my room.

I walked into his room and he went through obstacles to get to the bed, I tried the same and fell on top of him. We were both on the floor and I smiled. I looked down at him and he looked back up. Is this turning into something oh my god help me. He started leaning in and I started leaning in, honestly there was no going back. I closed the gap and he kissed back, it was a long loving kiss. Should I tell him my feelings? He beat me to it.

"M-Mi-Michael I l-like you more t-than a f-friend." Luke stuttered out.

"I like you more than a friend too." I said confidently

He smiled "Really? "

"Yes and Luke Hemmings I got a question." I said smiling

"Yes?" He said smiling back

"Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked, so scared of his reaction.

"Yes Michael Clifford I will be your boyfriend." He said and pecked my lips

Wait holy shitballs. Luke Hemmings is my boyfriend. LUKE HEMMINGS IS MY BOYFRIEND!!

I got up and grabbed his pulled him back up and laid on the bed. Luke joined and put his arms around me. Then we fell asleep like that. I'm in my boyfriends arms and he whispered. "It'll all be okay." As I fell asleep.