I looked at Luke and started crying and I ran out of the room and into mine, locking the door and falling to the ground. Something I've been doing a lot lately. Luke has seen my arm. That's not right, it will ruin everything! Do I forget it? Ignore it? Ignore him, no that's not an option. He's my boyfriend for gods sake.
Luke knocked on my door.
"Mikey?" He said knocking again
"Yeah?" I said in a croaky voice
"Can you open the door?" He asked
"Sure..." I said opening the door.
"Michael I want explanation." He sighed, hugging me.
What the fuck do I even say? I started shaking and crying, I was covering my face. Look at me world, look at how fucked up I am!
"Shhh don't cry.' Luke whispered in my ear, this only made me cry harder.
"Please Michael, you know that admitting the problem is the first step towards repair, we all recover." Luke said smiling
"Michael please, I won't tell anybody." He sighed hugging me even tighter
"It'll be okay, Michael please tell me..." His voice beginning to drift off.
"I'm sorry." I said
"Sorry for what?" He asked
"I don't know..." I cried
"It will be okay, Mikey. Tell me whats wrong..."
"You weren't supposed to know. Nobody was." I cried into his shoulder.
"And what makes you think that? Nobody was gonna know?" Luke asked
"I hid it for 5 years... I thought nobody would know." I couldn't stop the tears
"Michael, why would you do this to yourself?" Luke asked
"I-I d-don't know. Luke I'm just a big train wreck."
"You are not a train wreck." He pulled away from the hug and looked into my eyes. "You are perfect Michael Gordon Clifford, everything about you. How much you stick your tongue out, your colorful hair. Your clothes, you. Michael you don't deserve all this shit, you deserve so much more than you think. Your so adorable when you sleep and give really good cuddles. Please Michael notice these things in you, you're perfect." He said smiling, I of course returned the smile.
"Michael you don't deserve this." He repeated, I them held him and kissed him. I walked to the bed and sat against the headboard and he did the same, I put my head on his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around me. Holding me close to him.
"I love you." Luke smiled and kissed the tip of my nose
"I love you too." I smiled
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It Started With A Kiss, How Did It End Up Like This? (Muke)
FanfictionLuke was the holly jolly happy person in the band. Michael? He was the sad lonely one who was secretly in love with his friend Luke. It never occurringly showed until a Twitcam happened. But the Twitcam was just a kiss right? It was nothing? Was...
