For reminding me that I still have a shot with this piece. I dedicate this chapter to sexynanay, your star reminded me of how this must continue.
Samantha Cris Cortez POV
Miko volunteered to drive. I was at the backseat together with Trisha. And I just woke up from napping as the car was making me doze off. Trisha on the otherhand was having fun scrolling and editing at our photos.
"It was such a great time," Trisha said while she's making her way out the car. While Jusvent help her unload her things and walked her to the gate.
I just looked at them while they talked outside Trisha's house probably waiting for someone to open the gate. She can see that they were in deep talk.
After a few minutes, a maid open the gate and they hugged each other that stabs my heart. Good thing it was already dark and we were parked in a dark portion of their subdivision.
Trisha waves at us and I waved back.
"You okay?" Jusvent asked as he buckle his self at the car.
"Hmmm," I just answered.
"Can I have the night at your place?" Jusvent asked for their permission.
"As if you never do that," I just said sarcastically.
We sent Jusvent home. And as I arrived home, I just can't help but to let the pain stung my heart for million times. I decided to take a bath but the tears drips with the water. I just let it all out. I open my laptop and started typing words.
I look at you, and you're confusing eyes caught me off. You ask me "what's the matter?" but all I have to give to you is a smile. When the truth is, I was thinking of the "what if's."
What if you notice me? Notice me in a way I have notice you. Wherein, you will see me beautifully in every inch of what I am. Even fats were to cover my skin. Even black becomes a new tan. Even craziness is what you have seen in me. I will still be beautiful in your eyes.
What if there's you and me? I was the girl who roams around your house. Who will make your home, my home. I can freely cook around while you were busy being with me. We laugh and laugh, we play and play. Pan will be your shield, spatula will be my sword.
What if your eyes meant something? The way my mind thinks when I look at you. The way my minds revolves around you and me in the world of "what if's." What if there's an us. Well I be able to give you the happiness you have given to me?
I wanted to move-on. I wanted to forget. I wanted to run. But everytime I run, I can't hepl but falling inlove all over again. Can you just let me? Let me be the one in your arms.
Tears falls unstoppable. Hugging everything I can hold just to let the pain go. I cried and cried. Why do tears fall? Why do they have to fall? Can't they understand that there will never be an us? Can't they just stay. My heart now is in deep pain and I don't know how I can hold it all again. I need to stop this. I need to stop seeing him. I cried until my eyes give up and put me into sleep.
I woke up with the knock on my door. "Who's there?" I asked sleeplessly.
"Its me," Rose answer.
I opened her the door and let her come in.
"Heaven! What happened to you?" She asked shockingly looking at me.
I just give her a wry smiled. I never really wanted to know what I look like right now,all I know is I'm a mess.
"Are you okay now?" She asked sincerely as she finally recovered from shock.
"I'll be fine," I just said to her and let her in. "So, how's the meeting?, " I asked her remembering that I let her took care of my things while I was away.
"It went well," she answered. "But. . ."
"But what?" I asked curiously.
"Their family thought that Nathan and I are together," she answered shyly.
I just laughed. I know this will happen. This is by far, the most wonderful news I received.
"What are you laughing at? Its a very big mess. you know. I can't be in a relationship with that arrogant, so full of herself man." Rose reacted exageratedly. "We don't even have anything in common," she added.
"Well, think of it this way. Men actually tend to overestimate womens' interest in them while women tend to underestimate mens' interest." I said to her while I'm starting to fixed myself up.
"I don't understand you," she just said.
I just smiled at her teasingly.
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The Dancing Bride
RomanceThey have always been between friends and enemy. They always fought but they never part ways. Samantha thought that she have already forgotten all those emotions that sways together in their own, but now his back, and the worst feeling of falling in...
