-too be continued-
it's 10:04 & i have not been able too sleep much because i'm beyond scared of what happens in my mind late at night. most nights it's easy i'm able to take medicine to sleep all of this off but then there's other nights where i can't do anything but cry & panic with fear.
yesterday i had an emotional breakdown because i'm tired of being restless & hallucinating over stuff.
i currently went & talked to my counselor but she said it might just be caused because of my past.
yet i fear to be alone because that's when we have our talks.
that's when i accidentally fall asleep & slip into the dreaming stage
that's when she follows me & turns my dreams into nightmares
she watches me cry because that's what she wants that's all she wants.
