i never knew how hard it was too love someone & feel a certain way about them. it's one minute you're super happy then the next you're upset & don't know how too control your emotions. i really don't even know what feelings are anymore i mean it's hard too choose between your thoughts & your heart because both can end up getting you hurt. sometimes you're just sitting there thinking about your future hoping & praying it goes a certain way but you may never know how it will actually turn out.
i have a lot going on right now & sometimes writing it down makes me feel better because it's like i have someone i can talk too about my problems.
