lately i've been feeling so broken, i feel so lonely. i take medicine to make me feel better but i feel like i'm drowning in my own thoughts. i'm scared of myself, i don't know it doesn't feel right anymore. i'm tired i'm hurt everything is quiet, it's like no ones home. everyone loves me but nobody knows how hard it is to fake a smile in front of the ones i love. i feel like i'm betraying my family and friends, because i lie about hurting inside. i just wanna escape the silence and pain, i need to run far away from my mind. i always hold my pain in to the point i break.....
