i guess i am attached to you because when i don't talk to you i get in my feelings i start worrying if i'm good enough or if i can do this. i get to thinking about how happy you make me but then i have to come to realization that you probably don't feel the same. i feel like i'm pushing myself onto you so fast i feel like you will give up on me. you won't be here for me anymore i won't have anyone. i don't wanna rush you or hurt you i can't even imagine how you feel rn because i know you're hurt. i know you wish life wasn't so hard & things were different. i can't say i love you because it's so hard for me to just fall for you so easy but i do have feelings for you & they are very strong. i need you by my side i don't think i can do this by myself. i'm so used to being alone i thought i didn't have anything anymore nothing to live for. you just gave me another reason to live because i wanna be here for you.
