What'd I miss? (ThomasxReader)

Its so quite..

There are moments that the words don't reach..

Thomas smiles brightly at you "ready my love?" He smiles more
There is suffering too terrible to name
You hold your child as tight as you can
And push away the unimaginable
The moments when you're in so deep
It feels easier to just swim down
"More then ever darling" you smile back and start walking down a long road.
The Jefferson's move uptown
And learn to live with the unimaginable
Thomas smiles more as he stops at the end of the road, holding you close.

I spend hours in the garden
I walk alone to the store
And it's quiet uptown
I never liked the quiet before
I take the children to church on Sunday
A sign of the cross at the door
And I pray
That never used to happen before
You smile and hug him. The then pulls away and gets down on one knee, "Y/N Burr.. will you become my beloved wife?"

If you see him in the street, walking by
Himself, talking to himself, have pity
"Yes!" He squeal and hugs him, he slides the ring on your finger.

Philip, you would like it uptown
It's quiet uptown
He smiles and picks you up spins you around.
He is working through the unimaginable
BANG

His hair has gone grey. He passes every day
They say he walks the length of the city
Thomas's eyes go wide as you fall limp, in his arms,

You knock me out, I fall apart
A British soldier.
Thomas falls to his knees holding you lifeless body close.
Can you imagine?
The British soldier takes off.
Look at where we are
Look at where we started
I know I don't deserve you, Y/N
But hear me out. That would be enough
Thomas gets in a suit, and grabs a bundle of flowers and walks out of once was, yours and his home.
If I could spare his life
If I could trade his life for mine
He'd be standing here right now
And you would smile, and that would be enough
I don't pretend to know
The challenges we're facing
I know there's no replacing what we've lost
And you need time
But I'm not afraid
I know who I married
Just let me stay here by your side
That would be enough
He walks into the the little group of people, that where circling around a hole in the ground.
If you see him in the street, walking by her
Side, talking by her side, have pity
Thomas says some things, softly talking. He cries and cries.
Y/N, do you like it uptown? It's quiet uptown
Thomas watches you get put in the ground, starting to sob
He is trying to do the unimaginable
See them walking in the park, long after dark
Taking in the sights of the city
Thomas puts the flowers in your deathbed and goes to the back of the group and sobs
Look around, look around, Eliza
They are trying to do the unimaginable
There are moments that the words don't reach
There is a grace too powerful to name
We push away what we can never understand
We push away the unimaginable
They are standing in the garden
Alexander by Eliza's side
She takes his hand
"It's quiet uptown..." Thomas mumbles, as he sits at home, in the silence, there was no laughter that once came from you, no breathing... nothing.
Forgiveness. Can you imagine?
Forgiveness. Can you imagine?
If you see him in the street, walking by her
Side, talking by her side, have pity
They are going through the unimaginable...

WELL THERE WE GO, THE BOOK IS DONE!!!!