I'm a person who see no joy, I've tried to be like you, but I failed. I see you smile and it brightens my day, but then that all goes away. When they come around and hurt me... Why? Why you ask... is it because you are concern or worried? Well don't worry about me I'm a demon that has not experience happiness. I see it all to well... Children in foster-care, watching there parents die, being abuse, bullied, and etc. I want to help them but I can't... I'm trapped in a cycle of fear
and guilt.
I feel as myself has falling into a deep sleep where my endless pain has started, I fucked up so many times. Why won't no one end my life, I'm tired of living... I ruined so many things with people I once knew and cared for. I keep everything buried inside because it's like if I let someone in I'll be used and destroyed. ~delin
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FanfictionThese are short diaries that I wrote from a while back and I will update it more trust me you'll enjoy them thank you for the support
