Emotions

Diary of stress

This is it? The final stretch of what you all have created, everything you've seen till this part of my life has all been fake. Suicidal, depression, anger, and all the lost souls that have came to me! You'll see why... You created a lot of the pain that these lost souls have gone through, you put them in suits and told them to kill, why? "Your the monster in my life, everything I've been through was because of you!" THATS ALL I FUCKING HEAR FROM YOU! You have never taken the time to realize that this wasn't because of me, all these cuts was because of all the stress you placed onto you. I've tried to keep you calm and keep you save, rogue and delin saw the things I did for you! But you killed me off and nexus is going to take place upon you. Satan and every other demon in the world will see how you've caused the torture of ZALGO, I thought you loved us! You see zy you're the demon that has people scared!
The things you do that make me really upset is that you continue to question me or ask questions, or when you repeat yourself, I also hate it when you think you know everything, and also getting mad at me for doing the things that I do like gaming editing, video games, and eating. I hate it when you say your always eating because you make me feel like I'm fat... I hate it when you make feel like I cause everything and when I try to talk about the problems you rather wait when your ready then when I'm not ready you get upset or think that I don't care, all I try to do is care for you but you make it hard, and all I do is love you, I'm sorry that I can't pay for everything and spending my money on games it's just how I am... I just want to be a father with you but how can I if you keep putting me down and make me feel like shit I quit doing a lot of things and all I do is feel like crap at the end of the day.