I always wondered why was I wasting my tears on someone who didn't care about me? I figured it out. It was because that person used me. I didn't see it till now, I thought it was all in my head. I wasn't being played I always repeated those words. Till that dark day.... Three weeks till my birthday, and I found out that person had tried to expose, downgrade, ruin my reputation at high school. I was so done with it that when I got home I cried till my eyes where red, and after I took a broken glass across my wrist. I didn't deserve to live. And I thought that if I died, I'll be making everyone wish come true. But I didn't. I was saved by her. She had the most beautiful wings I ever seen and her name was lapis.
I felt save when I saw her, she even healed my scares. She wasn't scared of me like everyone else was. I couldn't believe I found my lover, the one who wipes my tears away, the one who cuddles with me.
~blue diamond
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