Chances - Kim Yugyeom

Reunited (14)

Diana's POV

"Diana"
I heard a two familiar voices behind me
I recognised who they were almost instantly

I knew who they were, and that's why I stood in the same place
I don't know whether I should be happy or upset
I haven't seen them in so long...and with today's mix of events
I wasn't sure whether I could handle it

Looking down, I rubbed and cleared away any tears or makeup left on my face

I turned around to see Mel.
And Mark
Hand in Hand

What surprised me more was that they were holding hands...
What did I miss?

Suddently, Mel smiles and holds up the dorm keys in her other hand

"I'm back"

I didn't know what to do at the sound of her words
Inside...
I was happy and relieved thinking it could go back to the way things were...

But on the outside
i wanted to run away.

i know she had her reasons, and I know that I didn't keep in touch..
but I couldn't help but get mad at the thought of someone returning whenever they want, after leaving you.

So I ran

And somehow, I ended up at an empty practice room
Maybe that's how I express my anger, rather than punching or yelling...I do it through dance

I inserted a music disc, and set the music to the highest volume possible

And I danced...
I used all my energy, expressing my emotions just with a few movements

But as the song came to an end, I found myself starting to become weak again,
I fell onto the floor on my knees,
my hands on the floor, clenched into fist
My eyes becoming redder every second I spent here...

It's become a normal thing now..
Crying is just something that happens every day.
But today was somehow different

I didn't cry because I hated what happened..
I didn't cry because of what they did..

I cried because it was all my fault, and I didn't think I could do anything to fix it

I was lost in my thoughts, as they all stopped once I heard the sound of footsteps speeding up and getting closer behind me
I didn't look back
I didn't want anyone to see me the way I see myself.

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"I'm so sorry Diana"
Two arms wrapped around my shoulders in a tight backhug,
I felt their tears falling onto my shoulder whilst she was speaking

"Mel.." I stuttered

I knew it was her
It was obvious, but why was she the one to apologise

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Time passed by quickly

Both me and Mel had calmed down, we talked about what happened, everything and anything in between

Despite what happened not long ago...
We found ourselves talking like we used to before

When Got7 left for another country...it happened to be mel's home country
And with the help of Mark and the members, they managed to get her to come back, I don't know the details but her dad and her made a compromise, which lets her stay here..