Chances - Kim Yugyeom

It's Time. (Final Chapter)

"Why so suddently?"
I looked upward towards him, with a quick response

"When I was away these few months...
"I realised, that I don't want to spend my life being scared of what others would think"

I stared at the sound of his words, his eyes looking back into mine with his considerate expression

"I don't want to hide you from anyone either..."

"I don't care what they think, as long as I'm with you"
He moved closer to me, and placed his hand on my head, slightly pulling me to lean against his chest

"How cliche" I reply with a chuckle

"Yah, it took me a while to think of what to say"
he replied slightly looking down at me with his sarcastic tone

"But yuggy...aren't you scare-" my voice became quieter, I mumbled until he cut me off

"I am, I'm terrified...but I won't let anyone stop me from it, including myself"
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A Few Hours Later
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I got ready, I cleaned up and put some make up on, to hide my terrified expression that I felt inside...
the possibilities that may come from today...

This might be one of the most important days of my life, it can't go wrong.

It was time to tell everyone the truth...
The fans, the members, the public
Everyone.

I headed out of my dorm and walked towards jyp's office, as slow as I could
Thinking of anything I could do to delay this moment in time
But I can't do anything...i have to do this

My head facing down,
I was doing nothing but fidgeting with my fingers from nervousness
My legs, my hands...my whole body shaking

Although the sound of a girl crying distracted me from what I was feeling to what was happening

I looked forward to see that same person
The one that did nothing but hate me all this time, the one that wanted to hurt me...she was the one crying

I couldn't help but feel bad....why?

She's done awful things this whole time,
I don't understand myself, shouldn't I feel somewhat happy or glad that she's getting what she deserves?

I don't know what came over me
But I stood in front of her, stopping her way forward

She moved her hands away from her face,
Her red puffy eyes, dark black tears constantly flowing down her face from the mascara that she wore that day

She looked up at me in surprise, but differently than before..
She didn't have a hateful expression on her face, instead it was regretful and upset

"Shi Jung...you okay?"
I asked, placing one of my hands on her shoulder with a concerned expression, she slightly jumped in surprise at first, before stepping back and flicking my hand off her shoulder and
yelled at me

"Why do you care!?"
The words echoing through the long hallway

"I just.."
I started responding looking down, although I couldn't think of what to say