Chances - Kim Yugyeom

Regret? (08)

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Diana's POV
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I stared at him and his reaction at me, we just looked at each other for a while
until I felt a pair of warm lips touch mine.

Yugyeom just kissed me.

I was so shocked by his actions that I couldn't say or do anything about it...

I just stared and at the same time, I didn't want to move.

Everybody's mouth dropped as they stood around us, their eyes widened...

Nobody said anything until Jackson gestured everyone to get out

It took a while for them to notice what Jackson was trying to do but they all left, some with giggles and squeals

Yugyeom slowly pulls away, opening his eyes and looking at me
He stutters while trying to speak

"Sor...sorry, I don't know why I did that."

Hearing those words, made me feel something I've never felt before...not the good kind either...

I just looked at him in confusion, my eyes squinted a little, and my head slightly turned to the side

"Sorry"???
What does he mean...did he regret kissing me?

Ah of course he did,
why else would he say sorry?

He's your partner Diana. Nothing else.

You actually thought he likes you, that's funny.

My thoughts took over, and every second that had passed made me question everything that had happened so far.

I felt my eyes beginning to tear up, my immediate instinct was to avoid eye contact and quickly walk out of the room...

I didn't respond, instead I turned around and started walking towards the door while covering my mouth...
I didn't want anyone to know I was about to cry.

My tears started flowing down, as I reach for the door handle.

But before I could open the door, I felt him grab my wrist and turn me around

His mouth widened, and he had a look of concern in his eyes, it's as if he was feeling sad seeing me cry
"Diana...Why are you crying?"

"Y...you want to...know why?"
I looked at him, as I dropped my hands next to my sides

"Hm" He replied looking into my eyes,  lifting his hands up to my face, and getting rid of my tears.

As he touched my face,
I quickly moved away looking down, leaving him in shock and confusion

I look up to make eye contact, turning around and starting to walk towards the door, as I slowly turn around, looking at him
"The person I like...doesn't like me."

I finally said it,
I felt relieved yet worried at what he might think...

Saying those words made me feel less upset at the situation, it's hard to explain...

Rather than feeling upset, I felt relaxed...I'm glad I was able to admit it, I felt like the weight was lifted off my shoulders.
I walked away, there's wasn't anything I could do apart from that.