The Bad Boy (Jack Gilinsky)

Chapter Fourteen

He stormed up to us standing directly in front of us. He said nothing just looked at the way Jack’s arm was hugging my waist. His eyes then moved up to meet Jack’s gaze. "Can you take your hands off my girlfriend?" Sam said between his teeth, in an irritated tone. “Can you?” Jack snapped in a more annoyed tone. “Jack don’t” I said placing my hand on his chest, which I quickly removed as Sam glared at me.

"What do you want?" I said sighing as I faced Sam. “I want to explain, can we talk for a minute?” He said taking my hand. "I think your actions spoke louder than your words can"Jack said pulling me away from Sam’s grip. "Jack stop" I said releasing myself from his grip.“Yeah we can talk” I said to Sam gesturing for him to go into the empty classroom beside us. Sam began walking into the classroom ahead of me.

I followed him in but was pulled back by Jack’s hand. "Do you seriously think that’s a good idea?" He said in an anxious yet angered tone. “I need to hear him out” I replied to him. He sighed as he let go of my arm, running his hands through his hair in frustration. "Fine but I’m waiting here" Jack demanded. I nodded knowing there was no point in arguing with him about this.

I walked into the classroom shutting the door. Sam was sitting on one of the desks, looking like he was deciding what to say and how to say it. He turned around as he saw we walk in. I sat down on the desk opposite him, swinging my legs waiting for him to say something. “Look you don’t know how sorry I am for what happened last night” He said standing up and leaning his hands on the desk between my body. “I just don’t understand what happened” I said him confused.

He stood back up running his fingers through his hair. “It’s really hard to explain and you probably won’t understand” He said looking uneasy. “Try me” I said taking his hand and giving him a sweet smile. “Okay” He said pacing around the room slightly. "I don’t really know how to explain this but I get angry" He said to me. "Well everyone get’s angry" I said laughing slightly. "No I mean I get really angry and sometimes for no reason and I find it really hard to control. I never meant to hurt you the other night, I just couldn’t control it"He said leaning against the desk at the opposite side of the room. I stayed silent just trying to take everything in.

"So do you have like IED or something?" I said unsure of what else to say. "Yeah that’s exactly what I have, I take pills for it and everything but sometimes that just isn’t enough. I completely understand if you want to break up with me, I wouldn’t blame you"He said ruffling his hair. I stood up and walked over to him slowly, wrapped my arms tightly around his torso leaning my head on his chest. His arms stiffened slightly obviously confused by my reaction. His muscles loosened as he wrapped his arms around me. "I’m not going to break up with you" I said into his chest.

"What? Why would you stay with me when I did that to you" He said looking at me in confusion. "Because you were there for me after the Jack thing, now it’s my turn to be there for you" I said looking up to him. "It’s going to be really hard, because when it happens, I literally can’t control it" He warned me. “It’s okay, I’ll help you. I’m not going to give up on you” I said leaning up to kiss him. "You’re amazing you know that?" Sam said smiling at me. “I try” I said smirking at him. I realised that Jack was waiting outside for me.

"Look Jack’s waiting outside for me and I doubt he’s going to take this very well so could you give me a minute?" I asked Sam. "Yeah sure take your time" He said kissing the top of my head before letting me walk out.