It's been a week since Matt sent me that text. I never responded, I didn't know how, I didn't know if he meat it ether. I've been trying to avoid him but his in all my classes so it's kinda hard some time but I've managed. My sleeping got a bit better too, I get 2 hours of sleep now. My mind keeps thinking about his text, did he really mean it? Did he go through what I want through? Did he have trouble sleeping? All these question I have but they will never be answered. I was in math right now but I couldn't concentrate. When the bell finally rang I got up out of my seat and want to go to the door but a hand stopped me before I could, I had an idea of who it was but wasn't to sure. When I turned around I saw Matt. We looked at each other for about 5 minutes before he finally spoke "why didn't you answer my text the other day?" He asked. Did I tell him the truth or did I lie ? "I... I didn't know how to answer" I was tiered of hiding behind lies. "Well you could of maybe answered with a 'I missed you to'?!?!" He was getting mad. Why was he getting so mad? "Why is that what you want to hear Matthew?! Ok fine! I missed you! It was hell without you this summer! I missed you so fucking much it hurt! Are you happy know?!? You broke me! You heard what you wanted to hear right? So how long is it now before the hole school knows?!" I was the one getting mad now. I had tears running down my cheeks by now. I didn't want to be here anymore, i turned around but got turned back around and meet with a pair of lips. It felt so right but so wrong at the same time and I swear I felt sparks. When we finally broke the kiss Matt put his forehead on mine." Yes, yes I heard what I wanted but not so that I could tell the hole school" his words were whispered but I could hear them like if he was talking normally " truth is I'm just as broken as you are.... This summer was hell for me. Do you know why I came back?" " No I don't " I whispered also " Because I couldn't take it anymore. You are my missing piece and I know that because once I saw you I felt happy for the first time in months. So I guess what I'm trying to say here is.... Be mine" I stared into his eyes processing what he just said. Could I be his? Yes he is my happiness but he is also the person that broke me... I love him so much but.... What happens if he leaves again? Will I make it through this time or will I let my thought destroy me? My head is spinning I don't know what to think. But I listened to my heart. It was screaming at me... It knew what to do " So... Will you be mine?" My mind was made up, there's not going back know
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(A/N) Hahahahahaha little bit of a Cliff hanger I see.... So what do you think she is going to say??
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OMG SORRY ITS SO SHORT I PROMIS THE NEXT ONE WILL BE BIGGER I JUST REALLY WANTED TO UPDATE TODAY AND I HAD SCHOOL SO SORRY:)
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You broke me ( matt espinosa fanfic)
Fanfiction"How can I move on when he still has my heart?" He broke me. He made my life living hell.... But I still love him...||COMPLETE||