You broke me ( matt espinosa fanfic)

Chapter 6

"Matttttt" I said in a five hear old voice "whatttttt" He said in the same tone "I want to do something! I'm bored" we were still in the park from the previous night. We didn't bother going 'home' because it was late anyway so we just stayed here. It was about 11:30 right know, and like I said, I'm really bored. "Where do you want to go then darling?" I loved it when matt calls me names like that , it makes my heart flutter " ummmm I don't know it london there must be something here to do!" I said with a pout. Matt all of a sudden got up and smiled "I know where to go" "where" I said getting up as well "it's a secret if I tell ya I will have to kill ya" he said with a wink "kill me then" I said winking at him.

"Wow this is beautiful!" He took me to the london eye. And it was beautiful. We were in line to get on it. I, personally am scared shitless because this thing is huge.! Matt on the other hand looks perfectly fine. We were next in line and I started to get a little bit scared like have you seen the site of this thing!? "Babe you ok? You look like you're going to get killed" he said laughing " No no I'm fine, really, I'm great" Matt came close to me and hugged me. " I know you're scared of it. You can see it in your eyes. But don't worry I won't let you get hurt, I'll be right beside you. Everything will be okay I promise" He said whispering in my ear so only I could hear "promise" "promise" "okay then let's go" he grained pulling me to the big, really big, ginormous Ferris Wheel. I sat really close to Matt all most on top of him holding on to his harm tightly, he then put the harm I was holding around me making me feel completely safe. As it went up, the more I felt safe? I guess that's what I was feeling " see it's not that bad" "I guess your right" I said looking off into the amazing view. You could see everything up here " I'm going to kiss you okay" before I could answer his soft lips where on mine moving in sic. " you don't have to tell me you're going to kiss me you know" I said breaking the kiss but staying really close " i know i just i don't know " he said blushing " i kissed his red cheeks and whispered "thank you for keeping me safe like you promised" if only these past few months could last forever.....

We were back at our hotel room think Matt had to go to his work so he was getting ready for that and i was looking out the window that was at the back of the hotel room, you could see the city and it was beautiful at night.. this is going to be one of the things i miss most... I felt 2 harms wrap themselves around me. and matt placed his head i the crook of my neck kissing my shoulder. " I'll see you when i get back home tonight okay" "okay I said faking a smile and swallowing the tears that were trying to come. "I'm going to kiss you okay" I said kissing him for what seemed like forever. I kissed him with so much passion and love. I wanted him to know I truly did love him and maybe, just maybe he will forgive me in the future.. "You don't have to tell me when you're going to kiss me you know" he said smiling " I know I don't" " see you when I get home I love you" "I love you to matt, so much more then you know" I said whispering the last part.

It's been 2 hours since Matt left, I was done packing my stuff, my flight leaves in about 3 hours so I had plenty of time to get to the airport. Before I left the hotel room I placed the letter I wrote Matt on the bed, it explained why I'm leaving and that I'm really sorry and that I love him so much. Hopefully he can forgive me in the future. I took one last look at our 'home' remembering all the memories we made here. A single tear made it's way down my cheek. Before I was fully out the door, I grabbed one of Matts sweaters "It will keep me with him" I said to myself. I slipped it on and left.

I got seated in the plane next to a pretty cute guy I guess but nothing compared to Matt. I gave him a fake smile and sat down, he returned the smile shaking his head, I ignored it not really in the mood for anything. I got the window seat so I just looked out that in till the plane took off " I know that's wasn't a real smile" the stranger said "You could see it in your eyes" I looked At him puzzled for a second before looking down and playing with matts sweater that I still had on." Let me guess,you ran away with your boyfriend and know you are leaving because you fight all the time" "okay first of all, we didn't fight and that's not why I'm leaving" " Then why are you leaving?" "It's complicated" "I'm a complicated person honey" "it's stupid really I shouldn't even be leaving" "nothing stupid" " I'm leaving because I love him to much... And it scares me..."

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(A/N) omg thank you so much for 319 reads ! You guys are amazing !

So anyways ya Rose is leaving 😏 don't worry it will make more sense next chapter. Ah and in the next chapter there will be a short Matt pov

So thank you again for 319 reads I love you all so much stay beautiful and hope you like this chapter