You broke me ( matt espinosa fanfic)

Chapter 4

"Matt I... I really, really like you. You hurt me when you left... It took me all of my power to get through it. How do I know you're not just going to leave agin? Because I really don't think I will make it through these time." "Babe... I won't leave again I promise you that I won't I came back for a reason. I came back for you! It's all because of you. It's always because of you.. Since the first day I laid eyes on you. Please believe me when I say that I'm not going to leave again." He said sincerely. For the first time since he left I felt loved, like I really meant something to him. " Yes Matt, I will be yours if you will be mine" I could help the smile creep on my face when those word left my mouth. "I will always be yours" he said with a small chuckle. I could help but laugh to. His laugh had to be my favorite part about him. It was just so cute and contagious, no matter what mood you were in he could always make you laugh with his laugh. We left the the classroom hand in hand ignoring the confused looks people where giving us.

After school was over Matt walk me to my bus and I gave him I kiss on the cheek and said goodbye before he left for his own bus. The bus ride was long as usual. Ally and I were texting in till I had to get off the bus. I walked home , it was about a 5 minute walk to my house. When I got home nobody was there as usual. My parents get home at like 12:30 AM on week days on the weekends they were never home. You get used to it after a wile. I went up to my room and blasted some one direction full blast. One direction helped me get through everything this summer they were my life savers and I'm so proud of them. I went strait my iPad and checked my Instagram, Twitter, tumblr and vine. I have so many social media sits not even funny but it keeps me busy. I was just about to check my tumblr when I heard a knock on my door. I let out an in human sound and got out of my comfy bed. When I opened the door I was surprised to see Matt standing there. "Can I come in?" He sounded a little bit off but I didn't question it. " Ummm yeah sure? How do you know were I live?" "Like I said baby, I have my connections" he said with I wink. "Okay so what are you doing-" I was cut off by Matts lips...again. I put my harms around his neck and he put is hand on my hips. He pushed me up against the door holding me there so that I couldn't move. He pulled away and put his forehead against mine for the second time today. "Run anyway with me" His statement took me a bit by surprise. " What?" I asked confused. "Run away with me. We can leave this place and never look back" He looked dead serious " Where.... Where would we go?" "Somewhere far, far away" he half smiled "London" he simply said "London?" I questioned. Did I really want to run away? Yes I need a new start, a new beginning. I've always wanted to go to London, I planed on living there when I was 18 exactly for the reason that I would be getting away from everything, I would start a new life. "Yes London, it's far enough away. We wouldn't have to worry about anything. We would be together! We would never have to leave" I knew something was up I just don't know what "Why now? Why do you want to run aways now? We will still be together here." " No we won't" He whispered but loud enough for me to hear considering we were so close. "What do you mean 'no we won't'?" He sighed and backed away from our position pulling on his hair aggravated. He was scaring me now. "I'm moving" "what?!" "I'M MOVING" he screamed frightening me. He fell to the floor pulling his knees up close to him and sobbing into them. I didn't know what to say so I sat down beside him and hugged him "Yes I will run away with you" he lifted his head up "really?" I smiled "Yes really. I've always wanted to go to London, I've been wanted I new start for a long time now... I was going to wait till I was 18 before moving away but right know seems like a good time. I don't think mw I'll be able to handle you moving away. You are my anchor Matthew Lee Espinosa, I need you" he smiled "You, Rose Lee Wood, are my anchor. You keep me breathing. I don't think I would still be here if it wasn't for your beautiful face" in that moment I realized that he was not fine at all. We were not fine. We were just 2 broken teenagers in love.

After I few more minutes of sitting on the floor hugging I though of something that was going to make this hole plane fall. "Matt, we can't go to London we have no money" there goes our new life. "Yes we do babe, I have money, I have the plan tickets and we also have a place to stay." He smirked for what seemed like the billionth time today and handed me the plan ticket that was stuffed in his jean pocket. I smiled " when do we leave?" "Well the plane leaves at 8 so we have to be gone by 2 so that nobody can see or stop us for leaving" "Well them I guess I should start packing" I sighed getting up "I will help ya" Matt said getting up a swell "Nah babe you have to pack too" I said smirking "call me babe one more time I dare ya" he said coming closer to me. "Babe" I whispered before heading up to my room hearing my front door open and then close. I called Ally, I needed to tell her she was my best friend I couldn't not tell her

~phone convo~

Ally: Hey! Wats up??
Rose:Hey... Ummm can you come over I have something to tell you...
Ally: Ummmmm ya sure! I'll be over in a few?

~end of convo~

I pulled out a duffel bag from under my bed and started putting some of my close in.

"Hey! Why are you packing?" "OMG Ally you scared the living shit out of me" I said putting my hand over my heart. "Ummm about that.... Ally I don't know how to say this but..... You know I've always wanted I new life right? Move to somewhere far away from here and just start a new life?" I could feel the tears coming, this would be harder then I thought. Ally just nodded her head with a confused expression on her face " I just want to say that you've been an amazing friend and thank you for putting up with me through all my bullshit and my mood swings and just, just thank you for sticking by my side this hole time" the tears were threatening to fall any second now " Ally I'm running away to London with Matt, we are going to start a new life" when she finally processed that I wasn't joking she started to cry. And that's when I lost it I started to cry to we hugged sobbing into each other shoulders "I'm going to miss you so much Rose but I know this is what you want... What you need " I weakly smiled at her "I'm going to miss you to, you are my best friend! It's not going to be the same but this is what I need" "Can... Can I help you pack?" "Of corse! This is going to be our last day together" " When do you leave?" " tonight a 2" "okay" was all that she said.

After a few minutes of packing Ally spoke "are you really going to leave these here?" She said lifting an eyebrow. I looked at her confused before looking down in her hands to see what she was holding. In her right hand she was holding a video camera and in her left hand she was losing a hat and an American flag bandana. "No! I could never leave these behind! That camera as us on it, it as my memories on it,it as some of the best times of my life on it! And the hat and bandana, Taylor gave them to me, I could never leave them here! He gave them to me as memories of him... I understand now what he meant when he said ' Keep it as a memory of me' I think he knew I was going to leave before I did. I can't leave them here ever." I smiled at the memories that where in both items. " so DID you tell Taylor about you running away?" "No and I don't plan on telling him in till I'm out of the country and IN London" " Haha ok whatever you say darling"

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