Rude - G.D //EDITING\\

T H I R T Y

I open my eyes greeted by car honking, traffic noise, sun light...i sit up and swinged my legs off the bed and walked to my suitcase.

I grab my phone and i had 10 missed calls from ethan.

17 missed calls From Ava.

I stand my suitcase up. Im not letting Meredith ruin my life, im going back over there.

I put my hair in a messybun and grabbed my suitcase walking out. Once i was out to the subway. When i got their i put my metro card threw the machine and walked to the train.

The train arrives after a few minutes and went on. Im making my way down to lexington Avenue when Ava calls.

I answer continuing to walk.

"Hello?"

"Me and ethan are locked out of the apartment"

"What?" I accidentally brush shoudlers with a guy as he passes and fires me a mean look.

"How'd that happen?"

"Grayson kicked us out"

"Anyways im still half asleep from last night"

"Why?"

"Grayson was drinking and vomiting"

Thats my Fault...

"Do you have a set of keys i lost it" she says

"Yea"

"Can you hurry and come pleaseee"

"Im on my way"

We hanged up and reached the apartment. I swept pass the mailboxes up to the elevator.

When i got to the floor i saw ethan and ava sitting on the ground cross legged by the door.

Ethan see me and immediately Gets to his feet hugging me tightly "are you okay?" He asks.

I nod. I give ava keys and once she opens she stops immediately i walk behind her and saw something i didnt want to see...

Grayson pulls away from Meredith. He had her pressed against the kitchen counter, and her hands are cupped around his jaw as he kisses her shoulder.

He has his hand on her back and the other on her back...her lace on her blouse was undone...reminds me of emily at Victoria secret.

I cant believe he made it so easy for her to get exactly what she wanted. When he finally notices us he draws his lips away from Meredith.

He stares at me, eye widen before he glances at the bulge in his jeans "Nina.."

Meredith dramatically gasps wrapping her arms tightly around his bicep.. "Omg this is so akward"

"Nina" Grayson says again. He Dosent get Meredith's grip of him he stands there looking at me. Before i said anything Ethan says something.

"What the fuck is wrong with you gray? I thought you hated Meredith why would you easily move on from Nina so fast"

I ball my hand into fists staring into Graysons eyes he Dosent says anything to ethan instead he tells me "Get the fuck out of my apartment"

"What?"

"You heard him, can you guys leave and give us some space?"

I walk across the room and stopped Infront of grayson "What i told you last night was bullshit"

I flash my eyes to Meredith "she made me end things with You last night because shes a bitch"

Meredith smiles "why would i do that Nina?"

"Because you want to be with Grayson" then ava cuts in "You threatened her, i heard you at the diner" she diverts her eyes to grayson.

"Shes telling the truth, grayson"

"Please if your gonna lie at least make it sound logical" Meredith scoffs but i can see the panic in her eyes she adjust hers blouse "i'd never so such a thing"

"Get out" he orders to Meredith.

"What?"

"Get the fuck out"

Meredith rams her shoudler into avas and ethan pushes her out slamming the door i look at grayson "Grayson.."

"Ive gotta...i gotta clear my head" he walks out.

Its been a hour and he hasnt came back... "hey nina come check this out"

I walk next to ethan and saw that a video was 4 hours long..

"I think you should watch it alone" ethan says giving me the computer. I go into the room and sat on the bed smelling his scent...

I start the video..it was dark and his voice endlessly whispering and quietly laughing he tells how we met, things her loves about me, some which are habits. He talks and talks hardly ever pausing...he reflects on then moments we've shared together of conversations, kisses and parties.

As the hours go by the darkness gradually lessens. I could see his face he points the camera to me who was sleeping.

Thats when his words were familiar when he mentions La Breve Vita. Its the exact moment when i woke up "What are you doing?"

I sounded half asleep "Just messing around" his voice echoes he moves to the camera to the bedside table and we were kissing.

I replyed the video a couple times...