Rude - G.D //EDITING\\

T H I R T Y S E V E N

"What is this?" I asked making him become uneasy his eyes were widen "Please tell me this is someone else's." I say quietly. "Nina.." gryason says..anger builded up in me a I threw it at him.

"YOU LIED TO ME! YOU LIED TO MY FACE WHEN YOUR PROMISE ME YOU WOULDN'T DO THIS EVER AGAIN!"

"Nina please calm down.." his voice was quiet "It's just-"

"Are you back on coke to?"

"God no"

"When did you start this shit"

"A couple of weeks ago"

"Are you fucking kidding me right now?"

I walk past him shaking my head in disbelief but he grabs my arm and I stop not looking at him instead I stare down at the ground.

"Nina please just chill..its just weed"

My head shot up and i looked at him "That's not the point! Your supposed to be fine!"

"I'll stop right now. Watch me" he grabs the bag from the ground and latches my arm but i step back "don't touch me"

I guess he didn't care instead he just grabs my arm and leads me into the bathroom he releases his grip on me. He opens the zip bloc bag and looks at me "look."

I walk over to him and fold my arms across my chest and glared at him "Fucking watch" he says

He tips it in the toilet and throws the bag to the ground once it was empty. He flushes it away and looks at me "you wanna know why I wasn't fine huh?" He snaps.

"I wasn't fine because of you."

"What?"

He sits down on the toilet lid running his fingers through his hair and hanging his head low. "I wanted to distract my self."

"Why are we having this conversation again? Why is distractions so important to you?"

"Are you ever gonna let that go?" I asked

"No ok no one was supposed to figure me out"

"Like I said I'm sorry I care and worry about you! There's a difference between hating and caring.

We stood their in silence....Tears welled in my eyes and pressed my hand to my face holding back sniffling, it's useless. I lean my back on the floor and sobbed...grayson calls my name gently...I can't don't look up..

He wraps his arms around me and pulls me up with him as he gets to his feet. He held me tightly to his body as I sobbed in his shirt drenching it with tears. "I'm sorry" he whispers..

He cups my cheeks with his hand and lifts my chin up looking into my swollen eyes. I wrap my arms around his neck and pulled up pressing my lips against his..suddenly forgetting everything that just happened..

He picks me up and held my as it tightly as I wrap my legs around his waist and leaded me to the room. I roughly grab his hair and tilt his head to one side moving my lips to his neck leaving love marks he groans my name.

He kicks the room door shut and places me down on the bed. He looks down at me I reach for his belt,removing it and pushed him back a step. I drop to my knees pulling my shirt off. I glance at him, he swallows and ecourages me to continue. So I do.i unbottoned his jeans and pulled him alongside his boxers. My eyes widen.

One can gain a lot of experience. I wrap my lips around his length and slid down until i felt his tip hit the back of my mouth before moving back up then down again slowly.He groans with his eyes closed and had one hand press against the wall and other holding my hair.

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"Here's your drinks" Ava says as setting the sundaes down infront of us. "Thank you mommy!" Syra says smiling joyfully. Ava smiles "your welcome hun"

I look at Nathan who already had icecream around his mouth I chuckle and gave him a napkin. I look at ava and she was staring down at her phone "Do you like ethan and graysons dad?" Ava suddenly asks.

She looks up from her phone "no why?" I asked. She shakes her head. She's been quiet these pass few days..barely active..I've never understood why...

I catch a glimpse at her wrist and she had bruises...is ethan abusing her?..no that's not him that can't be him why would he do that?

What it their dad?

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When we dropped the kids off with ethan and grayson I looked at ava as she stared out of then window "What is those bruises on you?" I said constantly staring at her and the road.

She looked at me "nothing" she pulls her shirt down "um that is not nothing you can't just randomly get that tell me."

Her body trembled "I said it's nothing nina!" She groans "why do you keep getting into people's business!!" She yells.

"Because I care!" I replied.

She grabs the wheel "turn back home"

"Ava stop!"

She turns to wheel making the car swerve I push her away and tightly grabbed the wheel and floored the brake, suddenly everything went black.