Rude - G.D //EDITING\\

F I F T H Y T W O

   I was sitting  on the bed with my arms around my legs and my head on my knees. The door opens and I look up to see Nathan with a worried expression.

"What wrong mommy?" He asks.

I shook my head and slightly smiled "it's nothing..". He walks in front of me and sits. "Tell me".

I bit nervously and grabbed him and hugged him tightly. "Mommmm" he whines "Ok ok" I said unwrapping my arms from him. He lays his head on my lap.

"Why isn't dad here?"

"He'll be home soon"

"Why is he in the hospital?"  He asks.

"Too much questions don't you think?"

He shook his head no. I roll my eyes and just said it "Your father has cancer."

He furrows his eyebrows  "What is that?".

"A disease that alot of people get"

"How do they get rid of it"

"You can't actually..I think..."

"Then...he's going to die?"

I look at him and his eyes were watery.. "Nathan.." I said softly. He gets up and runs out of the room. I sigh and got up walking out of the room.

I stop my tracks until I heard the front door closed. "Were home" ethan says. I put my hand against  the wall and stood there. "Nina" I heard ava.

I look at her "go down" she says pointing  downstairs. I walk down  grabbing  the railing and saw ethan and grayson with pizza boxes in  their hands.

I pressed my lips together and walked away outside the back yard I felt  a grip on my hand and I looked back grayson was staring  at me with a worried expression..

"Nina-"

I hugged him tightly and started to sob hard into his chest. "Why?!" I yelled muffle he wraps his arms around me and grabs my bridal style  and walks up stairs.

He walks into our room and closes the door locking it. He lays me on the bed and hovers over me... "Grayson.."

He leans his forhead on mine and put his hand on my waist... "Do you hate me?" He whispers. I shook my head no I cupped his cheek with my palm and bit my lip making him look at them.

He looks back up at me and brings his face closer and presses his lip against mine. Then the cancer thing came back making me groan and I pushed him away.

I sit up and put my hands in my hair "Why are you making like you never just got bad news?" I asked.

"Because i don't want to think about that right now" he says running his fingers through his hair. I look at him and he was sitting on the edge of the bed with his back facing me.

"I don't want to know the fact that I won't be able to with us until we're old.." his voice breaks I get up and walked infront him "Grayson"

He looks at me "will you still be my side?" I asked lifting an eyebrow. He grabs my hand and looks my ring "Yes I will" he murmurs grabbing  my waist and Brings me closer to him.

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"Give" I said holding my hand out. Gryason looks at his phone and groans "whyyy?!?" He whines. "Because your to damn focus on it".

He groans once again and hands it to me. I grab it and put it into my back pocket. "Nina just be a bossy" ethan laughs but ends up getting a slap behind the head by ava.

"Shut up" gryason murmurs. I hop on to graysons back and he grabs ahold of my thighs. "Can we go on the farris  wheel" Syra asks.

"I don't know can we?" Ethan asks. I gasp "This is why she dosent like you dumass" I said. Ethan looks at me "She may not like me but she'll have to live with me until I die."

"Im leaving when I'm 18" she says. I buried  my head into graysons neck and I laughed. When we got back home I layed on my bed and yawned...grayson plopped himself on the bed and bring me closer him.

I smelled his cologne...and I sighed "How long do you have?"

"5 months.." he replies. I grip his shirt and buried my head into his chest... "Do you have to go" I asked my tears fell and sobbed muffly  in his chest.. "Don't cry everything will be okay..This can't be helped.." he pause.

I sniffed and cuddled into him more listening to what he has to say "There's nothing I can do." He looks at me "Hey.." he says wiping my tears "I don't want you to cry you'll make me-" he pauses "cry too.."

I look at him and saw tears in his eyes. I got up and smashed my lips on his...I run my fingers through his hair and his  tears fell on my cheeks...

I wiped it away and got on top of him. He sits up and grabs the hem of his shirt taking it off and throwing it to the side. I take my shirt off and moved my lips to his jaw and his neck... "N-Nina.." he stutters.

I look at him "did I do something wrong?" I asked. He shook his head no "promise me this isn't our last"

"When's the next time we're doing this?"

"Before the day I die" he says.

I shook my head smiling