Trigger Warning: Mentions of Self harm
I lay awake in my bed, my head rushing with thoughts of him
It's 10 past 2, still up thinking of you
If I showed you all I really want to
Would you stay, dare to push me away
I just can't return anymore
Tears spilled out of my eyes as I remembered him.
How much he meant to me. How much I Loved him.
But he was gone now. He doesn't see me how I see him.
Timid heart, hide my scars
Make me stronger
I looked down at my arms that were littered in faded scars.
He caused me so much pain. Too much pain.
He doesn't even notice me. I need to put a stop to this.
can't take this any longer
I need, I need you like water
It's on the tip of my tongue
I'm not asking for much
Just your love and not another
Cause your embrace keeps me warmer
Could I tell you this time
How I wish you were mine
'I would march over to his house and tell him' I thought grabbing my blue hoodie.
I slipped it on and left my house and entered the cold dark night.
My head was filled with thoughts of him rejecting me or laughing at me.
Tears threaten to spill from my icy blue eyes.
My voice cracks, I wait for it to pass
Heart beats fast for words I can't take back
And so I pray I don't drive you away
Cause I'm scared of what I have to tell you
Timid heart, hide my scars
Make me stronger
I considered turning around and going back. I didn't need him to laugh.
But suddenly I was filled with courage. I had to tell him. I ran to his house, excited.
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BBS One Shots
FanfictionSong based one shots. Smut shots. Fluff One Shots. All with BBS Squad ships. Request are open. And as always, I hope ye enjoy! Also disclaimer: I don't own any song or people in this (I wish I owned them all though)