I feel okay. I know it's gonna end soon. I know I won't be okay soon. But I'm okay for now. I'll take that instead of nothing.
So. Depression is something I've been struggling with recently. I've always had it. It's just been worse recently. And I've been taking it out on myself. Not like self harm or anything. Just been putting a lot of pressure on my self. I have to be perfect. I have to make everyone happy and if that means me being unhappy then so be it. Everyone before me and that's fine. I have the people around me that I need to have.
