Its painful
To look at you
To talk to you
Because you left
You left me
Alone
Scared
Confused
And yet
I still miss you
I still forgave you
But the worst part is
I'd do it again
Just to look at you
And see you smile
Because you don't deserve to be sad
You don't deserve to be hurt
You deserve happiness
But when I look into your eyes
I see sadness
And it's horrible
To the girl I once called
My best friend
My sister
Upset