When I get angry, I hurt myself because it's better than hurting others. I'd rather inflict pain on myself than someone else.
It's easier to hit myself than someone else. It feels better to hurt myself than someone else.
I was hoping to be able to end this book. Seeing as it was an outlet from my self harm.
But I don't was think I will. I'll keep this book up, until I no longer want to die or hurt myself.