I know i haven't updated in a little bit but I've been kinda preoccupied. The thoughts in my head aren't the best ones and I've needed a bit of a break. I've been struggling with my depression and have thought things i should have.
So I might start doing a chapter question. Today's - Would your 8 year old self be proud of you? (i got this off of a Facebook post)
My answer: HELL NO. I've fucked up a lot of friendships and relationships and I've done things I've not proud of. Things i hope my parents never know because i hate myself enough as it. is.
So I feel like i owe and explanation to my best friend but how am i gonna do that when i can't let her know how i feel without it weighing her down? How am i gonna do that without my parents finding out? I don't even know how to keep myself from drowning in this sea of thoughts that keep crashing down.
How?
