Living is a daily struggle for me
I just wanna be free
And if that meant dying
I'd do it for me
But I can't
Cause sometimes I wanna live to be an ant
But then
I begin to want it to end
And it cycles again
I wanna be alive sometimes
But all I can do is make it through the daytimes
Even when it's the hardest of times
When I wanna cry
And I wanna die
I stay strong
Even when the days feel long
When someone asks if I'm ok..
I can't even say
Because I don't know
I wanna hide in my pillow
When someone says hello
I can't talk to people.
I start to ramble
I get nervous and shy
When someone asks why
I don't know how to reply.
Because I just don't know
