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by niceseok

by niceseok

hey this is janice, i'm finally updating after a while. i'm really sorry i wasn't able to update until now but writing these updates require a lot of research and time (and i don't have time to fit any of that into my schedule). i didn't think i would be able to update until my break in november, but i'm glad i'm able to update now.

this is the first of many logs i'll probably update with in the meantime until i'm able to actually update. i've noticed how bts started out with logs during their trainee years so i would like to write similar things. this will basically be a script (i don't know how else to write this lol).

i'll make one for each member before i deviate off and start with pairs.

make sure to comment and vote! i'll set this as a standard length and i'll decide from comments the screen time based on comments.

THROWBACK | LOG: PARK MINYOUNG 01

hello.

[shuffles]

today is, year 2011, september...

[checks computer screen]

...10th.

well, this is park minyoung. i'm the first member in europa. i'm sure you're wondering what kind of group europa is, but i don't think i'm entirely sure yet. all i know right now is that i need to find more members. i've been working with nari eonni, the second member, to work out a concept.

i'm fifteen right now and nari eonni is sixteen. i'm a little worried about potential trainees taking me seriously because nari eonni and i are so young, but i hope people will join. i've been losing some sleep over this so far over this. pd-nim says i'll be the leader of this group since i thought of this idea, and i'm super excited. i have my doubts though. i wonder if i'll be a good leader of my group and if i can keep my group together.

two days ago, i worked with kim namjoon oppa and nari eonni in order to think of some ideas for the group. we decided we're going to be a seven member girl group with an international concept. we still aren't sure about the concept part, but namjoon has agreed that his bangtan boys, when they form, will help us out like we will help them. both of us are trying to look for trainees and i guess it's just very stressful.

we made some ads last week for the bangtan boys and for europa. we're encouraging people to send videos to us. however, since big hit is a small company right now, not a lot of people are coming. we've received a few recruits since then and i guess i'll talk to you about them.

uh...

[silence]

this isn't as awkward as i thought it would be.

[laughing]

okay, well, there's a trainee under big hit that's kind of undetermined. she's a dancer and a singer, i think, but i don't think she's going towards an idol career right now. she's twelve years old! it's hard to think that someone so young would be a trainee. she hangs around nari eonni and i a lot and she's pretty cute.

her name is choi haneul. she does dance classes here with the instructors and she's really good. i think if bangtan were a dancing hip hop group they would accept her. i mean, if she were a guy. bangtan so far looks like a hip hop group.

namjoon told me they weren't going to dance, or have to dance anyways. i think it's a little absurd. shinee's all the rage nowadays and i think any boy group would have to dance to survive. fans and variety shows seem to like that kind of stuff.

today, i was practicing my raps and trying to write songs. my goal for europa is to perform songs and dances that we made. almost like a self-producing group. i think that concept is a little too far-out right now, especially since i can't find a beat i like.

hopefully our debut song is a hit. growing up to be like snsd, girls' day, apink, f(x), the wonder girls... that's a really big dream, but i'm willing to work towards it.

nari and i are trying to see if we can collaborate on a song for our first album. right now, it's called whistle. haneul was whistling a tune the other day and i think we'll use it for the song. it was really catchy. the tune was stuck in my head that entire day. plotting it into the computer proves to be harder than i thought, but nari is a master at it. i really look up to her.

uh, do i anything else to say?

[grabs a pillow]

[hugs pillow]

ah, i guess i'll have to end it here.

park minyoung's log, year 2011, september 10th.

bye!

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