*ADDICTED*{A Criss Angel Fanfic.}

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Criss kept pushing Stoney with his mouth until Stoney bitch slapped his ass to get his attention, and told him So what! So he lost his wife and child! did he think he was the only fucking person that lost people they loved! Just at that moment Criss sobered up and listened to him. Stoney jumped off the bed and very emotional told him something that no one else knew about him. Klayton spun around and told him that no one was there when he and Kc lost their parents in the car wreck, he was 16 years old and had to raise Kc on his own! Then during the time, Kc went to college and he was on his own he fell in loved and got married. Her name was Abby, and they had a daughter together. She was only four years old when she was killed while at some child's camp where they gave him their word that she would be safe, and she drowned! He stared directly into Criss's eyes and told him that he never got to say goodbye to his little Aphelion.

Then Stoney sat down, and slowly rocked back and forth in the chair and said and if that wasn't bad enough not even a week later, his wife was diagnosed with cancer...and she lasted not even 1 month after that and she died while he was trying to rush her to the hospital. Stoney pulled him back into his face and told him that he wasn't the only one that lost people they loved. Then he asked Criss if he thought for one fucking minute after going thru that shit, that he didn't want to go back to his drug days and just give up! But did he see him shooting up trying to forget! Fuck No! Because he still had his little sister that loved and needed him, and he had friends that didn't want to see him go back into the shit that he started with. Criss tried to ignore his blood brother but he was right, and if Klayton could live with the pain so could he...he just didn't want to.

Klayton got right into his face and told him if he could live with it so could his crazy ass. Then he sat back down in the chair and told him if he told anyone else about what he told him just now he would save him the trouble of trying to kill himself...because he would kill him for him. Then he went out the door to get some fresh air because after talking about it sent him back into pains that he thought he left behind him. Criss laid there and tried to get his arms out of the restraints but he couldn't reach anything to loosen it up enough and began thrashing around going nuts without being to move his arms or legs.

After hours of failed attempts, he wore himself out and went to sleep. During his sleep was when the nurses went into the room to put the antibiotics into his IV so he wouldn't fight with them. As he slept the medications did its job and cleansed his system of the drugs he injected, and when he woke up the next morning all of the memories of his wife and son hit him 100 fold, and he couldn't stop crying, that his emotional pain was hurting him so badly that he thought it was physically killing him. Kc was walking down the hall and curiously peeked in while Stoney was taking a shower thinking that Criss was sleeping. She took a look at him laying in the bed and noticed instantly that he was trying to kill himself by swallowing his tongue, beens he couldn't get his hands free to find a better means to do it with.

Kc ran into the room and pulled his mouth open and after she stopped him, she slapped him then laid down across him and wrapped her arms around him and begged him to stop! Criss didn't recognize her at all, but by the way, she was acting she knew him very well and cared deeply for him, he was just too emotionally distraught to care. Criss didn't say anything for a long time, then asked why in the fuck did she care and added who was she. Kc looked down at him, without telling him who she was and told him that she never stopped caring or loving him, even though he did forget and stopped loving her. Criss closed his eyes for a few moments trying to remember, but he couldn't but when she touched his hand and tried to calm him down, he saw a very familiar ring on her finger.

Stoney came in and told her to get out of the room right now! that it wasn't safe for her to be in there while he was still so fucked up with the drugs, and he'd really hate to have to kill him for hurting her or worse. Kc tried to stand up and leave, but Criss held her hand tightly in his and kept rubbing the ring on her finger, then like a bolt of lightning he looked up into her eyes and hesitantly called out "Bess?"

Kc had a few tears as she gave his hand a slight squeeze and told him that he was right, that she was there for him. Bess was the nickname he gave her when they first went out together so long ago, and the ring that was on her finger belonged to Criss's grandmother, when she passed away she left her wedding ring to Criss, and when Criss pledged his love to Kc he put that ring on her finger. Criss cried a little bit more knowing that after all those years Kc still had his ring and never took it off. But having him think about her was taking his mind off the loss of Shelly and Sam. Criss held her hand tightly and began to apologize for all the pain he gave her. Then looked up at the ceiling and let his mind run wild.