My Song Book

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  * Alone Again *

    It all started like a beautiful dream.
Whenever I saw you,
I'd think you'd come for me
Whenever I needed you,
But no you fail at that
This is the hundredth time.
But why do you always
Leave me and run off ?.

The silence I feel around
Me is like a choking hazard.
I yearn for you with every
Moment and every breath I take.
Sadly you're never there for me.
Its like am speaking to a
Non existent being with me.

Each time you come around
I feel like fading in that
Beautiful hug you give me.
I feel like jumping up
To the sky,
But it never lasts.
Cos each time I wake up
Its your shadow I see,
And the twisted sheets
you left beside me.

You left me alone again,
Oh boy you.
Your like a fantasy that I create,
In this head of mine.
Cos its like i'm the only one dreamin
Of my life with you

When your not around,
I curse out your name,
Telling myself I'll kick him out
Once he comes here.
But who am I fooling ?
Cos when I see you,
I'm suddenly a mannequin,
Who froze ready to get into

A beautiful dress which is you

With each memory in my head
Comes the desire to see you
Each time that passes.

I feel pathetic when i'm with you,
Cos you make me fall for you
Every single time.
I can't talk much but
Say how beautiful you are to me.
Life in itself is meaningless,
When I look into your eyes.

Will I be able to realise just
How alone u make me feel ?.

You came by today.
I flew into your arms.
I cared less about the times
You left me alone.
I didn't care about how sad
You made me feel.
Actually all I can think of right now is the future with you.

I woke up this morning
To realize you had disappeared,
Like the passing wind.
The wind which can't be seen
But can only be felt for a second,
Thats you
The chilled breeze that awakens
My insides.
Tho its cold I still wanna
stay there and feel it.

No I don't need a pullover.
Cos the warmth will
Come around soon enough.
Waiting for you to come home,
Is my every wish for each day that passes.

what life is this ?,
Cos my feelings are clear
Whenever you ain't around.
Am like..
"I'll cut him off this time for good"
But why do I suddenly melt,
When I hear your voice.

I'm alone again.
All my sadness come back again.
For sure this time,
I'll be able to tell you its over and I want you gone for.
This is the last day.
I waited enough, its over.
I can't bear it any longer.

I look towards the door,
There I see ur heavenly smile,
your warm arms reaching out for me.
My legs starts moving on its own.
And before I know it
I'm in your arms once again.

I was wrong if I thought
This time will be better.
Cos here I am

"Alone Again"

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