My Song Book

11

"Feels"

Crazy and lazy
Numb and dumb
The times I saw you
These feelings I get
Loneliness strives
It overtook me
Whenever I think of you
That time for love is
Far and over

Driven to sadness
Careless of my pain
"I don't Care"you said to me
These words I'll
Forever hold in my hearts of hearts

I dread to remember
Those times you loved me
For it was all just foul's play
The mere "I love you"
Said in order to make me believe
Make me believe you were true to me
Or even that you were into me
Only to leave me all alone
stranded,begging for you to come to me

what life is this
for I thought it was my dream come true
Rather before I knew it
The nightmare I dreaded the most
Started creeping in

Longing,praying
For you to come back
Was my everyday wish
Endless pain I felt
For it all came to nothing
It was all nothing
When I looked back
I looked back to see the life
I lived beside you

How careless was I
So careless to let you come close
You filled my every space
Without me realizing it
My heart was all you
I was drowning in the thought of you
Rather than your actual existence

You crept into my life
Like a shadow
Shadows see thee only
But cannot be felt
The shadow that looked perfect
Is what you are
For you are the shadow that
Can only be stared at by me
But can never be touched

Sick and weak
Its gotten to the peak
Endless tears and sorrow
What other life is out there
For me to borrow
Cast aside ready to die
Is there for me to just cry
But no
Am sick of crying already

But now I say bye
Bye to the one I once loved
The one I once called my own
"I can't be swayed by you anymore"I say
I'd rather live with the thought of you
Than see you once again

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