A Long Lost Feeling

Find me

Look at me
I want you to look at me
The way I look at myself
I don't want you to notice
My body
My imperfect body
I want you to look for me.
To see me how I see myself
I never think to put on a layer of makeup
Over my imperfect skin
Because i like the way i feel
When i am wearing my true skin.
I don't see anything beautiful when I look at myself
And I don't want you to see me that way
I want you to look at me the way i am
Real
Look for me.