A Long Lost Feeling

I Need it to Stop

It would be so easy to give you all the reasons I'm not okay
But I won't because I'm tired  
So tired I can't breathe  
Maybe because I can't sleep
Or because it never stops
But I am
so very
Deeply
Tired.
Angry and upset like I'm the only one who has ever felt like this
The only one who has been so deeply disappointed
The only one who is so sad that my heart has slowed to a
Stop.

*thank you for the few people who keep reading, I really appreciate it