Drama=Breakdown RT8

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I feel so lonely.

Idk, but weird shit is happening.

So, I have a bf. He loves me and I love him but he gets so jelly sometimes.

But one of my guy friends apparently has a crush on me, and I hurt him. I feel bad and now its awkward between us.

What should I do?

He likes me, but I don't like him like that at all and I already have a bf who I love.

And I'm being smothered in empty hugs and meaningless kisses at home from my parents cause they're fighting and when they do fight, they want me to fight on their side.

My family life sucks if you couldn't tell.

I wanna just be numb to the world right now. I might sleep this off for now cause I wanna run away right now and leave this fucking life behind me.

I won't actually cause I'm a coward but I don't even fucking care right now.

*sighs* I feel like that one vine where they are doing yoga and the instructor says "let out all the sounds in your mind" and that one green person screams.

I smiled remembering it.

I think I just had a breakdown and put it in words. That is probably what happened. XD

Have a meme to make you feel better.

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