Escuses, Apologizes, and Hurt/Comfort RT20

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I have to apologize. I haven't published an thing on this book thing in 4 days! Plz don't kill me!

The excuse is that I have been working very hard on my one-shot that I talked about (I think). It is over 2500 words right now!!! That's a lot of words.

I wanted to apologise since not only am I sorry for not publishing the one-shot on Friday, but also for not updating "For Infinity, I Promise" over the weekend! Ugh, I know. I'm terrible, but I said in the first chapter on the first book I made (For Infinity, I Promise) that I was bad at schedules. If you can't tell, I wasn't lying.

Report cards are coming in soon and I have been trying to up my grades since I think I'm failing in every class (anxiety is making me think that). And I also have been focusing on the one-shot, trying to get that published asap.

On a different note, we made it to 20 random thoughts! And its all because of you guys and gals! You give me motivation to add stuff here, whether its a nice comment or a random view by a person who has never heard of me and will never visit my Wattpad account ever again cause they don't even have a Wattpad account and just use the internet to search up a story and it brought them to Wattpad, my story in particular. ...That was oddly specific XD. I've done that before when I didn't have Wattpad. I saw some amazing fanfics and yeah.

I have to say, this is sad, but I'll put this on my book

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I have to say, this is sad, but I'll put this on my book. I am fully against bullying and will stop it if I see it. I saw this prompt somewhere on the internet and I wanted to write it down but I forgot to but now I have it! I found it in my evil muffin's "bio"!

I actually used to bully myself at one point in my life. I was so hated by my "friends" that I started to hate myself. Tbh suicide was an option since it literally felt like no one would care if I just went away and never came back (I'm glad I didn't though, I'm living a semi-happy life with new friends and a bf). It was in 6th grade when it happened. I'm not a big fan of 6th grade anymore. Hell, I never was.

Have a good day/night everyone. I'm gonna talk with my bf to cheer me up now. If YOU need someone to talk to, you can come to me and talk, I'll try to help you as best as I can. I love you guys and gals (no homo though, sorry) and I would be sad to think that you are happy when really you just want to die.

If you think I'm joking around, I'm not. I, recently, thought about cutting myself because I thought that I lost one of my bestest and closest friends. I was crying so much and I just felt awful and didn't want to lose her. If you think that I won't understand, then let me try to. I've been through a lot, trust me when I say that.

You guys are what makes me want to keep doing this, to keep writing and publishing. I don't want you to be hurt in any way. And if you don't want your conversation to be public, private message me.

I'm here for you, don't doubt that. I'm here, and I'm not leaving.

This is Shadow Leira, signing off.

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