All of my art and thoughts that I want the net to know will go here. Any questions that you, readers, ask that I know the answers to will be answered here as well as me asking you questions I hope you answer! I'll put little rants up here too, since...
Ok, so, how do I start this? Should I start with a fact? I have a flimsy cord and my phone has been dead this entire day.
Alright, its a start, I guess.
So, I am gonna actually do a lot less than 50 questions. The reason I said that I was gonna do one of those things was because at that time, I called down a bit and started thinking about the future, and thinking about when I come back into writing again, I want to come back strong.
And so, I will do it somewhere above 20 or so questions. Idk.
I think I'm getting better. I'm trying. I brought a knife into my room but haven't cut yet. I haven't even cut with a butter knife. Idk. Its all really confusing.
My bf told me that he thought about breaking up with me for the forth time in 2-3 months. He said about how much we fight and how it isn't healthy and literally asked:
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I know he cares about me and doesn't want me to hurt myself but still, not a question you ask. He's basically saying "Oh, I won't be break up with you if you don't hurt yourself."
Idk.
So, the choice is still there
Face reveal
Name reveal
20+ questions
You decide my fate.
I think I'm getting better but then again, its Saturday going into Sunday and no school. Idk.
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He spammed me because he thought I was hurting myself when irl I was entertaining my lil sister.
So, I can guess he cares. But I'm 100% sure that if I said that I would hurt myself if he broke up with me, he would not dump me. I know he cares about me, but I'm sure that I'm toxic to him.
Some of my friends are actually shipping me and him while my other friends are waiting for us to break up to beat the shit out of him.
If he does actually break up with me and I physically get hurt, I'll probably just dump the subject of being half straight and turn completely gay (I've said before that I was bi, if you didn't remember). And I know that we will break up so its only a matter of time.
The picture up top is the knife. I took a picture to scare my bf. It kinda worked.
